The rain stopped.
Started listening to the downloaded Taylor Swift songs.
So, I can see that I am in my sentimental moment now, eh~ And started randomly blogging again. Well actually, I believe that I blogged because I've seen enough of the couple pictures, heart warming songs, and lovey-dovey quotes. I want to see what I feel now.
Another actually, I feel jealous. Jealous for the perfect relationships (i think) i saw at facebook. Naming one, Ate L & M. They are a perfect couple. Also saw this quotes at tumblr mentioning their gentlemen guys. Well, I admit it, my guy is not that perfect, as if I was the only one sweet. His not that "my-perfect-dreamed-prince" type of guy. His simple and really hardworking. He wants to do what I want to do and that makes me pissed sometimes. I wan't him to TAKE THE INITIATIVE though I believe he wont. All these statements, phrases, sentences can't be mentioned to him because that wont be nice, right? It would seem like I don't like what he is now, and I want him to change for myself which is selfish. Though he never told me what he really wants in a girl, to be clear what he liked about me, but I guess thats what love is, being undefined, not being obsessed or pitiful, but being undefined.
Though I really miss him right now, which I know that I've seen him just this afternoon, I started feeling the beat in my chest and realized that I'm so lucky to have him. No one can ever replace him in my heart, eventhough I can't share it in facebook, I'm still proud that my heart picked him and not any other hot-punky-guy on the road. I'd rather be a worthless loser than lose one like you. :">
*Though I would really appreciate if you make me blush more often*
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