2nd day. //
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 6:47 PM
Bakit ganito ang mundo? Sakin na ata binigay lahat ng pangit. Ako na nga tong pangit ako pa to'ng nahihirapan. Wala akong makausap. Walang nakikinig sakin. Buti pa pag may pasok e, may mga nakakausap akong mga tao. Nakakalimutan ko ung mga problema ko. Pero eto ako ngayon, summer break sucks all the time. Ewan ko ba kung bakit hindi ko nalang tanggapin to? Palagi nalang akong naiiyak bigla. Ewan ko ba? May saltik na ko e. Alam ko nga ang character ko masaya e. Makulit, happy-go-lucky, charming, always smiling. Pero bakit ganon? Parang hindi ako un. ~ Nakita akong umiiyak ng kuya ko at lalo kong napaiyak. Knowing na sa sarili ko lang naman masasabi lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Noon, si tita, pwede ko pang makausap kahit papano, pero wala, nagbago na sya, hindi na sya katulad ng dati. Bakit nga ba ako umiyak? San nag simula ung mga luhang yun? Napikon ako. Napikon sa mama ko. Tinawag nya ko, at akala ko naman maganda ang sasabihin nya kaya umasa ko, pero ano ba ung narinig ko?
Ma: Ikaw ba nagpupuyat nanaman? Me: Oo na alam ko na. Ma: Hindi naman un e. Ung itsura mo. Me: Oo nga! Tanggap ko na! Ikaw na nagsbi na wala akong magagawa kase asa stage ako ng ganito! Ma: Kaya nga! Tapos puyat ka pa ng puyat! Me: Hindi nga ko nagpupuyat! Ma: Sumama ka bukas sa Antipolo. Pupunta tayo sa cliente. Me: HHM. Ma: Matagal kitang hindi inano. Mamaya may gagawin tayo. Me: HMM! Ma: Dala ko ung *clients name*. Me: HMMM! Ma: Ha? Me: MM-MM NA NGA! (She tried to pull a joke pero walang nangyari.) Umalis ako sa kwarto nya at umakyat sa kwarto ko. Naiyak ako ng hindi ko alam ang dahilan. Siguro, tinatamad lang ako magtrabaho at nasa isip ko nanaman na wala akong freedom. Parang lahat kelangan kong bayaran. Hindi na sya katulad ng dati na gagawin ang lahat para sumaya kami. Ngayon, isa na syang machine na inuutusan kahit mga anak nya magtrabaho sakanya. Asa working age na ba ko?? Minor kce ako e. Inis na inis ako ng sobra. Tapos wala pa c .... Wala akong makausap tungkol sa ganitong bagay. Siya nalang pinag bubuhusan ko ng sama ng loob pero wala siya. Hirap na hirap ako. Ang sakit sakit na kce e. Hindi ko lang matanggap na. Bakit ganon? Bakit ung mga kaklase ko? Bakit sila, hindi nila pinagtatrabuhan ung kinakain nila? Pantay lang naman kmi ah.. May kaya.. Alam ko na pag dating ng pasukan, magmumukha akong nanay. Nanggaling sa stress, pagod, sama ng loob buong break. Papangit nanaman ako. Pimples nanaman ang aabutin ko. Buti pa nga ung kaibigan ko, kung saan-saan siya nakakapunta ng walang kapalit. Ako, asa bahay lang, walang kausap kundi ang computer, pagod kakatype, tapos bubulabugin ng nanay para magtrabaho. Hayyyy.
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TAG! //
Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 9:13 PM
Good morning/evening/afternoon to you, who's reading this post.
I just got tag from sis United Ribbon.
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"One does not need to be an expert to see the reality of our ungratefulness.."
2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
The bed above my bed. (Double-Deck)
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Fairly Odd Parents
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
8:30pm???
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:56!
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Television, My nephew talking :))
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Just now. I went to Starbucks at Rob Otis.
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
United Ribbons' Blog
9. What are you wearing?
A Pink shirt that Kim gave me & My maong shorts.
10. Did you dream last night
No.
11. When did you last laugh?
When I'm with my friends at Starbucks.
12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Calendar, Pictures, Certificates, Curtain, Hangers, Bags
13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not really.
14. What do you think of this quiz?
BORING.
15. What is the last film you saw?
KimmyDora :))
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'll buy my mom everything she wants. Then, I'll buy everything I want. Then I'll treat my friends something :D
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I love Den :)
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
No MONSTERS & GHOSTS & ALIENS created in this world.
19. Do you like to dance?
Yes, but I can't show it to anyone.
20. George Bush:
Uh-huh.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Katey. << named after me.
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Kalvin << named after him.
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
No.
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Do you wan't to come back?
25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR Blog:
Janie
Dyane
Jaye
Danica
Joyce
Sarah
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Miranda Cosgrove Addiction! //
Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 10:45 PM
Miranda Cosgrove
Look at Miranda Cosgrove when she was still young and look at her NOW! Hottie-hot-HOTTIE! LOL! Yeah. I've been addicted to her ever since I saw her in Drake & Josh. She's really cool! And I love her voice. I first saw her in the show Drake & Josh in nickelodeon.
She plays as the EVIL SISTER of Drake & Josh. Actually, she's not that evil that you expect. The one with powers or anything. She's just a genius girl who always makes the day of his brothers CRAZY and HORRIBLE. She is named, Megan in this show. You'll love her role, I promise! Haha. And after this show, I got more addicted because she got her new show, where she is the main cast. And that's iCarly.
So, iCarly is a show about Carly which is played by Miranda herself who made a web show with her friends Freddie & Sam. Their web show had been really great and awesome! I've been watching this since I was in 2nd year of high school days. But since my dismissal time changed, I wasn't able to watch iCarly regularly. So, I wasn't able to know some new episodes or even seasons of this show. Sorry about that. So, that's why I'm kinda dissapointed and I kinda lost track of Miranda Cosgrove. After that, I heard one of her first songs which is "Stay my Baby" I loved this song! But what I really loved was her song, "Kissin U" It is actually my background music here in my blog. And here's the lyrics. Hope you enjoy! :)
Sparks fly it's like electricity I might die, when I forget how to breath You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be Time stops like everything around me is frozen And all that matters are theese Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen
Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find Falls right into place you're all that it takes My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense And all the questions I've been asking in my head Like are you the one should I really trust How clear it becomes when I'm kissing you
Past loves they never got really far Walls of pictures I've got in my heart And I promise I wouldn't do this Till I knew it was right for me But no one, no guy that I met before Could make me feel so right and secure And have you noticed I loose my focus And the world around me disapears
Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find Falls right into place you're all that it takes My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense And all the questions I've been asking in my head Like are you the one should I really trust How clear it becomes when I'm kissing you
I've never felt nothing like this You're making me open up No point in even trying to fight this It kinda feels like it's love
Cuz when I'm kissing you my senses come alive Almost like the puzzel piece I've been trying to find Falls right into place you're all that it takes My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense And all the questions I've been asking in my head Like are you the one should I really trust How clear it becomes when I'm kissing you
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Bret Jackson is Coooool! //
Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 12:15 PM
Okay. Eventhough, I had a fight with someone because of this guy, I still dig him. I'm not inlove with him or what, I just like his looks and his attitude. I do like the sound of his voice and he's pretty cool. I heard this song once in one episode of PBB Teen Clash 2010, and I heard it in one blog too, so I had to download it and it really knocks me off! Here's the lyrics & the video of Bret Jackson himself singing. :)
Can't Stand It Never Shout Never
Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know…
That everything you do,
Is super fucking cute
And I can’t stand it
I’ve been searching for
A girl that’s just like you
Cause I know
That your heart is true
Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know…
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can’t stand it
Let’s forget,
And run away
To sail the ocean blue
Then you’ll know,
That my heart is true
Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know…
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can’t stand it
You, you got me where you want me
Cause I’ll do anything to please you
Just to make it through…
Another year
You, I saw you across the room
And I knew that this is gonna
Blossom into something beautiful.
You’re beautiful.
Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know…
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can’t stand it
No I can’t stand it
No I can’t stand it
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First Summer Getaway //
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 10:56 AM
Atlast! My summer started. May 07-08, 2010 Island Cove, Cavite.
So, this time, we had a break from all the heat in Manila and break from work, work, work! We headed to Cavite and stayed in Island Cove Summer Leisure Park. The place was amazing. Its almost complete! Zoo, Karaoke, Hotel, Cabana's, Pool, Bikes, Etc. I'm planning to celebrate my birthday there. My mom accepted my request on that. The only thing is, my friends. I won't be so sure that they would be allowed to celebrate my birthday there. I wish they would come. So, the place is really great. But I didn't enjoy much. Between me, my mom and my brother, I'm the only one who understands the word FUN. Believe it. I was the only one to swim, and bike. The only thing I did with my mom, walk and walk and walk. And with my brother, sleep and talk and talk. That's it. So, I was hoping to have another summer getaway with MANY people with us. So that it won't be so boring. I wish my birthday celebration there will be a blast too! Especially when I'm with my bestest friends.
We also met some college teens in the zoo. They quite make my summer getaway quite enjoyable. I never doubted meeting them. I just wish I had more fun.
I also rode a horse for about 20 minutes. And would you look at that! I look professional! You might think that, "Good thing the horse didn't kick you?!" But I'll honestly answer, "Yes, He didn't, but he made my butt hurt." HAHA =))
And this is none other than.. MY BUTTERFLY MOM! That's about it. I really suggest you to visit Island Cove. It's really amazing there! But It'll cost you! :D
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Moms. //
Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 6:35 PM
Mother's Day. What the heck? Sila mismo nagsisira sa araw nila e. Hindi lahat ng Mom's perfect. And that includes my mom. Naiinis lang tlga ko ngayon sa mom ko kaya napost ko to. Palagi nalang kceng ganito e. Mabait ung mom ko kung sa mabait. Pero moody sya, as in super. To the fact na sasabihin nya na siraulo kaming mga anak nya. Tapos tatanungin nya kung bakit kami ganito? Pag si mama nagsbi, super tagos, super sakit, super OUCH. Kaya super nababadtrip ako, minsan naiiyak sa sobrang galit / inis sakanya. One example ng scene na kinainisan ko is may puntong magkamali ka lang ng kaunti, mumurahin ka na nya. Halos ibato na nya ung papel sayo sa sobrang galit. Hindi man lang kasi sya makatupad ng promise, pero sinsabi nya pg nag papromise sya, OKOKRAYIN BA KITA? Tapos, ung puntong sasabihin nya, hanggang May lang naman ako magwowork sa office, pero MAY 06 na po, at ito paren ako sinesermonan. Bata pa po kasi ako e, ayoko pang maranasan yung ginagawa ng matatanda kce pag tanda ko, yun din naman ung pupuntahan ko. Sa ngayon, ubos na ubos na ung oras ko. This June, pasukan na. Wala ng summer. Wala na kong pahinga. Wala na kong nagawang masaya. Miski vacation or outing nga lang kelangan ko pa kayo pilitin pumunta. Tas sasabhin mo, paghirapan ko yung gusto ko. Bakit sila? Bakit yung mga ka-age ko? Bakit yung mga parents nila willing na pasiyahin ung mga anak nila ng kahit walang kapalit. Ba't ako? Ba't ako kelangan ko maranasan lahat ng nararanasan ng mommy ko. Mommy na ba ko? Or sadyang inuubos nya lang oras ko maging bata para hindi na ko sumaya buong buhay ko.
~ crying. it hurts. (May 6, 2010) before mother's day, i need to spill this out. sorry. hindi ko na kce kayang itago ung sakit. minsan ng sinabi ng kaklase ko na nagbago na daw ugali ko simula nung nagwork ako sa mom ko. naging moody naren daw ako. palagi akong maraming kwentong sad na sinasabi, tapos puro ko bad moods. Bakit gnon? Hindi maganda un diba.
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worst 05 yet. //
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 11:55 PM
Okay. Habang hinihintay ung app. ko matapos sa FB, mag-out na ko. Bwisit na FB, under maintenance yung chat nila today (May 05, 2010) I waited for nothing. 05 ngayon, darling. Baka nakalimutan mo. Hindi man lang kita nakausap ngayon. ANONG PROBLEMA? Nakaka-dissapoint naman. Tsk! Don't expect me to talk to you normally this days. Napaka down ng pakiramdam ko. Oo, I understand your situation na tumatakas ka lang. Pero, maki-text ka man lang na hindi ka makakapag-OL diba? Pinaloadan ko ung pinsan mo. Walang rason para hindi sya magreply. Isang araw lang hiningi ko sayo. Wala pang nangyari. Miski sa blog natin wala. Ano? Ano na mangyayari? :| Biruin mo, pang-8 na to. Pero hindi man lang kita nakausap, ni-kislap man lang sa kahit anong message mo pra sakin. Well except sa, "Hindi ka na nagOL...." message mo. Kasalanan ko ba? Or nag oover-react lang ako? Nag-OL ako ng maaga kanina. And expected na late na ko mag-OL ulit dahil nga may pasok ako. Tsss.
Pictures oh. Sana yun hindi mo nakalimutan. T.T
Oh well. talk to you next time kung pwede ka nalang siguro. I miss you. Happy 8th Monthsarry. T.T worst Oh!Five day, YET. (may mas worst pa ba?) - :(
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Old Dream. //
Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 11:45 PM
Dream Jan.23,2010
part1 prang sinave ko daw si G sa isang tragedy or accident na naging way para maging super nice sakin si G at naging bff kami. Napaka yaman daw ni G at sobra sobra ung kabaitan nya sakin. Sa sobrang kabaitan nya nga, lagi nya kong nililibre tska dinadala sa mga lugar na own nila mismo. Ang maganda dun, cnsma pa nya ang aking pinakamamahal na si D. Haha. Biruin mo un? Mukha lang kaming magkakaibigan na naglalakad sa isang mall. Tpos nagsusukat ako ng damit na mismong pinili ni G sa isang mamahaling store tpos ttnungin ko si D, 'bagay ba?' prang ang sya isipin, pero imposibleng mangyari. Sa panginip kong un, hndi ko maiwasan isipin na, pano kung magkagusto ulit si D kay G? Lalo na na nagiging close din sila dahil sakin. What if marealize ni D na hndi pala tlga ako ang mahal nya at ang mahal nya tlga ay si G? Iwan nya kaya ako ng ganon ganon lang? Wew. Hirap isipin. Ang sakit naman kay boss nun. May part pa sa panaginip ko na parang nagiging close na tlga c D tska si G. Hindi nga ako humahadlang sa pagiging close nila e. Masaya pa ko't close cla nun. Kaya lang minsan nagkakatitigan silang dalawa pag naglalakad kaming tatlo kahit ako ung nasa gitna nila at kahawak ko pa si D. Ang sakit diba? Pero ang sayang isipin na parang ang saya saya kasama ni G, kce ung iniisip kong perpektong kaibigan ay nasa kanya nung nananaginip ako. Kung ako si D nung mga oras na un, cguro maiiwan ko na c K. Perpekto si G e, at c G ang unang nagustuhan ni D. kaya ang hirap isipin kung pano nagkagusto si D sakin dahil wala pa sa kalingkinan ni G skin. Hndi ko maisip kung panangga lang ako.. Panangga ng sama ng loob kce wla namang mangyayri kung hhntayin nya c G. Pero naisip ko lang ah. Pano kung hndi ko sinabi kay D na gusto ko sya kahit nagtpat na sya skin, hndi ren ba nya itutuloy ung pagmamahal nya at lilipat nalang din sa iba dahil kumbaga naggive up na sya. Oh ano? Dumudugo narin utak mo nu. Ahaha!
Part2 nagkaroadtrip ang magkakaibigan kaya lang nakalimut ku na kung cnong kaibgan ung mga kasama ko dun pero andun ako at c D. Kami ung partner syempre. Sa cainta ata un, nagstay kami sa old house ng isang kaibigan namin, kaya lang ung bahay nya ay ung ktulad ng nas movie na, Ghost Ship, kung saan namassacre ung mga tao na nakasakay sa isang cruise ship at naiwan ang mga kaluluwa ng mga namassacre sa ship at nagmumulto't nagpapatay. E may part dun sa movie na may swimming pool na ang tubig ay dugo at ang daming lumulutang na patay. Dun sa bahay ng kaibigan ko, mag suswimming kmi, e ganon din ung swmming pool dun, pero sabi ko baka prehas lang ng design. Aun, kalaro ko cla magswimming ang saya pa nga e. Tpos, paglabas ko ng swimming pool kce asa kwarto ung swimming ppol, may zombie na ang hirap patayin. Grabe, taong zombie sya. Pinagtutulungan na namin pero hndi namin makaya. WEIRD.
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CHOCOLATE. I'm not a fan of chocolates, but I don't hate them either. Sometimes, I like the flavor of Chocolate especially the one's I usually eat and that's Ferrero Rocher. I hate the sweetness of other chocolates. I hate it's color. The dark, dirty brown color that can make my mouth wasted. I had the chance to taste another of that hated chocolates, but it was quite a success for me to finish them. Me & my Mom ate merienda at TSOKO.NUT @ SM Makati this 1st day of May. After our pay-day shopping, we needed our yummy delicate break. So, we both ordered palabok and my mom ordered Pandesal with Corned Beef as her siding. And me, Suman with Mangga. I was expecting my suman and mangga to be plain and has no topping, but when it was served, it has this full filling of dark, dirty chocolate. It was so unexpected. So when it time for me to try it, the suman was great. It was still hot and quite sticky too. The mangga was awesome! It was so sweet, my type. Then, i needed to taste the chocolate too, and the this type of chocolate was the one i hated. The pure style. No sweetness at all! I feel the bitterness of the chocolate that it was almost like coffee. it was so blended, thick and rich flavor of that stupid chocolate. It was not a thumbs down to Tsoko Nut, But, I just hated the way they do their chocolate. I do love their bibingka there. So, that's it. I'm never gonna eat that kind there. T.T
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