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Now's our Christmas Break, and before our Christmas break, many things happen that I forgot to blog about. I've been blogging in my personal blog which me, myself can only see. It's easier to use that kind of blog using my phone, eh~ I've been lazy typing in my laptop. So there. MMM~ So, I had this competitions. Lost most of them. And was really upset~

MODERN DANCE COMPETITION
Suppose to be my first step on the stage to dance formally. But unfortunately didn't happen because all of them backed out on me. Maybe they lost hope of winning. For me, I just wanted to experience doing something I like and maybe asking them for some help because I can't do this alone. I entrusted them and they let me down.

Goodnews, Dean's group won! And YES! THEY'RE MY BET ;))))) Oh their hot! <3

MISTER & MISS GLAM

This was the last thing I was hoping for that I can win in. I really did my best in this one. UNFORTUNATELY and BAD LUCK me, I didn't win AGAIN. Though, I did enter the top 5. "YUMABANG KCE AKO EH, epal." Maybe I did only look good and still became the dumb me. I just can't accept the fact that I'm lost that night. It was my first & last. Good thing was my feeling that everybody was cheering for me. Especially him. When he first saw me entering the building I saw the look in his face. It was the first time he looked at me like that. As if I was gold that he really wanted to have. But that was just for that night. Maybe I am in this fairytale which everything lasts.