January 11, 2010
LATE POST :)
it's already 2010 & I can say that I've improved. Eventhough I'm not studying for the periodical test tomorrow, I can still say that I am really improving.
Let me tell you why..
I've currently turned into a Zombie. A zombie that doesn't want to study for her test tomorrow. I hate that subject thats why I'm not gonna study. Hmp! Well, I will, Later. Hihih. I just found some old files here in my phone. And found out that I still have documents from last year which is very old. I forgot to post that documents in my blog & it got old here. I began to smile when I read those docs.
*** " When I'm with him, I am thinking of you.."
hm. Life is so hard. Especially when your emotions takes place. I like someone but another friend of mine enters my heart and heals its wounds. I wanted to love him. But it is forbidden. For my bestfriend already likes him so much that she almost loves him. Why are they're Forbidden Love? Is it just a bad thing. Why is it even made? Gosh.. I wanted to love you but I can't. Forgive me..
*** Music? A big no no.
One of the biggest requirement of being the ONE is being a music lover. Instruments, singing, dancing.. Anything that acquires music is much much requested.
Gosh. This guy. The forbidden hates instruments and singing. TURNED OFF! Whhhhhy!!? I hate it when i hear anti-music fans. tsk! Not destiny at all. Still. He's sweet & funny. Still has a chance. Haha.
haha! The docs was since I liked him but I never confessed. Cool docs. It reminded me about the things I think about when his not yet around. I guess it was also hard for me back then, to hide my feelings and just give others. But now is different. You&Me AGAINST THE WORLD. Yes, we are, you know.. But it's much harder because back then my only problem is my bff, and now, the whole world sticks as my OUR problem. Well, eventhough it got worst, I still feel lucky. Yes its worst. But atleast Im not alone to deal with it. Your with me, right? We're all in this together. Hihih.
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