KatGROWLS!

Switching.

2011-06-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, I haven't actually blog anything na.
So, I'll just be announcing that I'm officially moving to tumblr.

Check my blogs out:

www.pcketfulofsnshine.tumblr.com
www.enchantingwishes.tumblr.com

and my personal blog:

www.mycolorfulplayground.tumblr.com

Happy Mothers Day Vacation ♥

2011-05-08T21:30:00.001+08:00

050811 Happy Mothers Day ♥

Me & My Mom at my Grandpapa's birthday celebration

Aha, just got home from Tagaytay Highlands with Mom, Tito Oca, Karylle, and the IMG crew. Though we're not complete, its ALRIGHT, 'cause this ain't even a family trip, a business trip actually paid by our lovely IMG-mates. I met lovely people too. I will post pictures soon. ☺

Thank you twitter symbols for this lovely symbols.

And yes, back to Mothers Day, this vacation of us became the celebration of our Mothers Day. It's actually my mom's first time going to Tagaytay Highland because this place is for members only. And speaking of first times, NOT ME. It's actually my third (3) time coming here because of my (ASG) Janie's 16th Birthday Celebration & our field trip on my 3rd year days. But its also my first time camping out on a real tent with my family (my mom). We slept on a tent near the swimming pool. Tagaytay Highlands is such a great place! I truly recommend it for RICH people. Haha!

I don't know what time I woke up, but I remember that when I opened my eyes for a bit, I gratefully greeted my mom Happy Mothers Day to make her day good. I hope it did. LOL.

I thank my BESTFRIEND who made this all possible. He told me to stop thinking about negative things so that I could enjoy my summer. Thanks BFF!

Summer 2011

2011-05-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

Hello Summer & Goodbye.

Hello Growlers, sorry for being so lazy blogging here. Somethings happen this past few weeks now, and somewhat making my Summer horrible. Well, summers' always like this, just more horrible. Every promise broken, Dad got sick, no vacation, no fun, no dates, no texts. What could get worst? Well, theres COLLEGE, and I'm really scared of college, though it is starting this June 14. I planned stuff, everything got destroyed and happened painfully, I blame myself, for doing fucking stuff. No one is my friend anymore. I don't know what to do. Everybody has something BETTER to do than be with me, than talk to me, than love me. Because I am nothing, I am nothing in this world.

I don't know what summer is anymore. Summer is hell months for me. Making me suffer, making me feel that I don't have freedom, making me feel that I don't have anyone, that I can only rely to myself.

ASG's Pre-Graduation Celebration.

2011-04-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

March 17-18, 2011.

ASG's Pre-Grad Celeb / Slumber Party

LATE POST. Oh yes, we had a slumber party at Janies' house / Mansion :)))) Though we we're not complete, we all had a blast! Their we're air hockey, a billiard table, wii, xbox, laser lights, disco lights, a bar, a sofa, some pillows, cheetoossss, blankets, dvd's, a huge TV, and us friends. We thought, well actually, Mitchie thought of this slumber party for us, but not actually a pre-grad celeb (I just thought of that heading). Maybe just another party for us girls, because, "Girls just wanna have fun." Everybody was happy, and had fun. Seems like the whole terrace is for us! We played and took picture and laughed and took pictures. Mitchie feel asleep too early and we gave her a punishment for that >:) Nothing to say much, all I can say is that, ASG is my second family which I will cherish forever. Eventhough we wont be seeing each other in college, I hope that we can all get back together like this once in a while and laugh and have fun and take pictures all over again :)

I love my ASG family.

Goodbye, Highschool :(

2011-04-02T13:42:00.000+08:00

March 29, 2011

The day of tears, the day of goodbyes, and the day of our graduation.

This was the schools' event which I really don't want to attend to. I hate saying goodbyes and here's the day meant for it. Highschool was such a great adventure yet it's about to end. Everyone was so fun and friendly and so much cheerful, eventhough it was the time we're I almost loved everybody, It's the time to let go of them.

Our call time was 7.30 AM at our Social Hall at school. I didn't want to go as early as they said we should be so I got there about 8AM with my parents & my brothers wife. I saw everyone wearing there toga's and with there parents falling in line outside our Mo. Consuelo Barcelo Theater. It made me smile to see everyone happy taking pictures and all but so sad to know the fact that the end of this adventure was about to end. As we enter the Theater *taking pictures also* we saw the principal talking to the students with their parents as the line gets nearer and nearer to her. I hear that she's asking about our courses and advertising our college department at our school. And the principal got to me and asked, "Goodmorning Miss, what will be the course you would like to take?" I replied, "Accountancy po." "Nice. Goodluck with college!" And she joyfully moved to the student behind me. And here we go; Pa, me and Ma we're walking down the aisle... Opps! STOP FOR THE PICTURE. And we we're walking until the end of the aisle with my Pa left behind. LOL. Epic fail. And I bowed at the center and let go of them. And there we go.. mass..................... And hello graduation. I was so nervous to go up that stage and get my diploma, but I did it! And yes, Sister asked why my hands were so cold, and I proudly replied, "Kinakabahan po ako e :)" And there we go. Another moment was when I got up the stage to get my medals & certificate. Academic Recognition, Honor in Deportment, & Outstanding Officer in Cultural Club. Not so bad? And the speech of our Valedictorian, Gail, which made some of our batchmates cry not including me, and lastly the last song, Whenever we Remember which MADE ME CRY.

Graduation over. Everyone hugged everyone. Aira was the one I hugged and Daisy was the second. Daisy was the one who really made me cry because she cried too. We got up the stage to greet everyone with sadness and take pictures. Surprisingly, he cried also, which was kinda *cute* ;) but I didn't hug him much I don't know why, maybe because I was too busy trying to be sad for myself. I hugged my bespren Sean and tapped my ex-crush Christian thanks. I forgot to give Laurie the scrapbook thing she asked for, I forgot to return Jacque's USB, I forgot to give Rocky & Joseph, Aira's Graduation picture, and I forgot to give away my grad pic. Because of my emotions I forgot everything. Good thing today was great. Oh, I even got to hug and kiss my mother-in-law JOKE! His mother I should say. Hehe. And my parents also greeted him with a smile :) PROUD TO SAY THAT ONE!

Now, I'm officially a highschool graduate off to summer which means summer job at my mom's office. LOL. But we never know whats next? ;)

IV-Wisdom & IV- Justice Batch 2010-2011.

The craziest batch ever.

The wildest batch ever.

The most fun batch ever.

The batch that I will miss.

And will never forget.

forever...

Scared for Summer.

2011-03-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

For every student, though not all graduating student, summer maybe the best part of it all. The fun, the beaches, the heat, the bikinis, the hot guys (NOT INTERESTED) but not me. Oh yes, I was before until my mom wants me to work at her office and do the "ADULT STUFF." Dang! I wan't to go to the beach with my family & friends and just enjoy my last summer of highschool. Maybe summer in college will not be so good because you have to study for some exam you'll have when you get back. I want to be busy this summer, but I guess I won't be.

Graduation is on March 29. Goodbye, highschool. I would want you not to end but what can a dumbass girl do? I want to cry, I want to hug everybody. It's like the end of the world or worst. This week has been so bad, I think graduations' going to suck more. AHHHHHHH. I can't think of anything now. Thinking of graduation things makes my tummy filled with butterflies. Anyways, everything should go this way, and this is the only way no any other path.

I'm jealous. I wan't your summer.

I want to have the mall shows; I want to have summer classes; I want lots of vacations; I want my work to end; I want to ride a plane; I want to have lots of time; I want to spend my summer with you.

Hell week.

2011-03-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hello bloggers again. Everything didn't turn out so well this week, well actually the start. Last week was so good that this week was starting to blast out my head. Okay, maybe I wasn't suppose to post this one, but I don't have anything or anyone else. Well, monday, hell. Number one, facebook chat sucks. Everything that we should've talked about was ending so bad because of facebook. ANOTHER WHY, why don't you talk to me again? Last week was our exams and was suppose to suck but didn't, he always talk to me and go with jokes with me last week but now no. He suddenly changes. FUCK THAT! WHY?????? :|

Pray for Japan.

Raining

2011-03-07T19:15:00.000+08:00

So, here I am again, maybe my last post for today. I was just shocked today.

I was wishing, wishing that he was here with me to comfort me and all because I was so pissed and bummed and so terrified. I was so blind that I didn't notice that he was there always to comfort me. I GOT PISSED MORE, because I was so dumb not to notice. It was me all the time. It was me I got pissed off not him. It was all my fault. My tears was wasted. I cried and the rain started falling. I'm not in the position anymore to be focus, but I will, for you.

Thank you for letting me know that I was such a dumb girl for loving such a treasure like you.

Review?

2011-03-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

Okay, tomorrow is our last periodical tests or somewhat called, "Finals." I'm not really sure if I should be scared of what, I'm just damn bored today and I'm not in a position to review. Though I NEED TO because one of the scariest subjects will be answered tomorrow and that's TRIGONOMETRY. Yikes! I hate that subject, though some lessons are cool though. All my books are laying in my bed RESTING and me here blogging about being so lazy to study. Yeah, after the exams everything is over but not my highschool life, well maybe NOT YET. Our graduation is on the 29th of this month March. I'm not scared, I'm just not ready to cry to everyone, though I AM scared to lose all my awards and everything. OH PLEASE LORD, bring me back my award, this is my last year and I'm really working hard for it. I'm not used to studying like this, I used to study with someone and that was GREAT! Unlike this days, being alone means being lazy. I want to buy you a phone so that you can't blabber and tell me that "I CANT DO THIS AND THAT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE MY PHONE." Uh, badluck days, I wish I was just smart that I don't need to study for this hellah exams and just read some and not memorize those stupid solutions for damn equations. I WANT YOU. Well, TO TEACH ME. I just cant review when your stuck here in my head and me wondering, "Is he done?," "Is he, okay?" DAMN YOU LIFE!

Fact or Fiction?

2011-03-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

Hi guys. I have 2 questions for ya'll.

Number one. Did you guys know that I'm an outgoing person?

Number two. Did you guys know what date it is today?

Okay guys, guess what, I know all of the answers to that questions, and that 2 questions is on our topic for today. For all the lovers out there, do you celebrate your monthsarry? If not, DO YOU WANT to celebrate your monthsarry?

I wanted to say this, but I just can't. I know that if I ask this things, everything will just go wrong. I wanted to hit enter, but I can't. I just have to wait and face the fact that HE CAN'T GO ANYWHERE WITH YOU, OK? It was such a dumb fact and I wanted to ignore it, but it was a fact you dumbass! IT WAS. I will wait until the end of this day if a miracle will happen and he might ask me out, but if not, I will really be sad. Everything happened so fast and will fade fast either.

Happy 1 yr & 6 months of Ohfive day.

UPDATE! March 04, 2011

2011-03-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hey Kat Growlers! (Oh no! I did not just say that!)

Well, it's 10:45pm on my clock and I've just finished editing the layout of my blog. Quite simple now, actually. And by the fact that I'll credit the one who made the ORIGINAL layout which I only edited. Thanks! I'm on my moms room and really blog that's why I blogged. Um, I have some special announcement so please hear it or read it out.

Announcement:

- I NEED YOUR LINKS AGAIN. I REPEAT, I NEED YOUR LINKS AGAIN. As you can see on my *friends* section, it has the sign wanted, this is because I lost all your links to me because my laptop restarted. Yes, it was a headache and I need you ALL back again. I can recall "some" but I can't recall all. So please, please, share your links with me again. This will be tagged to my personal friends.

Anyways, today was our presentation day for our LINKS which was really bad to think about because it was our LAST and makes me think of Graduation. I screwed up today because my part which was an intermission number in our links really sucked. My guitarist didn't know the tone/tempo that made it a really hard time to recall everything. Another thing, I didn't pass at this school for college which I really wanted, though, theres another chance, like a consideration letter or what. The other sections' links was way way better than us, honestly speaking, especially the moments that made me laugh really hard.......... I'm gonna miss this. Every little part of it.

{ Okay, I just checked tumblr, though its on "I'll be back shortly" again. }

Hey, guess what? My love life is not working out so well. And I'm so mad about it. I'm losing my love one step at a time. Everything keeps getting harder and harder, but I don't want to let go and just give up. I want to succeed in every challenge that will be given, though........ Ugh. I just cant.

Mom Arguement.

2011-02-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe my last post in line, the MOM Arguement which was just held some few hours ago between 2-3pm. Today was not a good experience and I didn't like it. It was basically about me, working for my mom in my summer vacation. I didn't know who was right and who was wrong. I was just basically saying, what I wanted to say honestly, and it seemed not good to be heard by my mom.

Everyone wants freedom from work, right? Everyone loves a vacation, right? And that goes for me too. I want freedom before HAVING A REAL JOB soon in my age. I don't want to realize stress before doing it for real. I don't want to waste my summer for a job. My mom has her own business, and well, she sucks in having GOOD EMPLOYEES, and unfortunately, the best one she has will resign soon, and she wants me again to be employed to her this upcoming Income Tax Season which will be at April. Well, in some cases, it was nice. Maybe i'll be higher than my classmates in knowledge because of experience. I might be right this time, but I think my mom also has her side. She thinks I, myself can be the only one managing this company and should be READY to do so. She thinks I won't be wasting much time this summer because of this because I only do it part time. She thinks I don't do lots of stuff at work. Well, yes, I suppose thats true. And yes, I would also 2% want to work there for practice. But what about my summer? Can you give me a vacation after work?

First year of my practice work was in my 3rd year days. I was excited to work because it was my first time. She even promise me some plans after. Everything was a mess and didn't happen, same as the next year, this stuff MAYBE made me feel not worthy to work there and be one of them, maybe if she didn't lie, maybe..

Last Prom :)

2011-02-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

2nd Post in Line. My Last Prom which was held last February 22, 2011 at LCCM Theatre/Auditorium with my fellow 3rd & 4th year LCCians. This day was filled with happiness and dissapointments and somehow, it was not that perfect. Promenade, here it goes.

On your left was what I really looked like at prom. And yes, thats the power of fashion & make-up. Putting that aside, did I ever posted some stuff here entitled my goals in my last year in highschool? If not, well I wont post it but will mention one, that one was to have a title in our school. As title that means, an award of some kind of contest or whatsoever. I really worked hard for it, but unfortunately I haven't had even one. The first contest was the Mister & Miss Glam which was I picked for the candidates. The second one was the Mister & Miss Intrams which I was picked for the candidates of our batch but lost for 1 vote which made me not the representative of our batch. And my last contest which was the title Prom Queen which didn't made me even a candidate. It was really dissapointing and really heart breaking. Maybe yes, I was not worth it, but why them? Was I much lower? Why? Anyways, the prom was not the bomb but my partner made it. My prom date was him. The one on the right. I was also dissapointed knowing that he wasn't the Prom King. I would be so happy if he was.

He was really deserving. He spent many days waiting for his coat, going back and forth for it in the tailor shop. The tailor said the coat would be ready on the 19th but told him to come back at the 20th and made him come back again in the 21st and made him waited 3 hours at the 22nd the day of the Prom. His tux was amazing, it was based on the anime series, Vampire Knight and made him look like one also, but why didn't he won the title? Another big question mark. He was my first and last dance. We even made a bet of having the most dances, but no seriously. I was jealous of him, because he can dance whoever he likes unlike me, I can't go asking guys to go dance with me, that would be embarassing. Anyways, after all the problems I had that day, it was him who made it, he never gave up on telling me to feel better and forget about them. He made poses for me and didn't hesitate. I have always love to take pictures of him and wow the pictures were amazing. You can see the pictures at my tumblr account, pcketfulofsnshine.tumblr.com And also, the

food was the best. Carbonara, Roast Beef and Chicken Teriyaki. I love the Roast Beef. Who doesn't? Hehe. And even so, we also heard our Class Prophecies from our Class Coordinators. Ours was Dayanara Reyes which made a really heart warming one. He made Dean an Architect that will build Skyscrapers and me a Morrow and an Accountant of one of the famous Agencies in the world. I wish that would come true. LOL. That prophecy actually made Dean cry, or not? He somehow shed some tears back there but didn't really say why? He only said that the contacts hurt but I don't believe it. Anyways, I really love that day and wished that it would never end.

Sorry Blogspot.

2011-02-26T00:02:00.001+08:00

Somehow, I feel like I'm really bored to blog here.

I've been sooooo not active and became MUCH MORE active in tumblr.

Though, I'm only posting pictures there, and reblog, and reblog, I think this is the only place where I can write everything without MANY people reading. I had many events that I forgot to blog about, and this is the only time I thought about writting/typing them up. In my line up, Family Day, the Prom, the MOM Arguement. So let's start with the Family Day which was held last February 19, 2011 at the LCCM Field with my family, Ate Rae, Kuya Phillip, and my niece Mika.

Family Day, the most not exciting day for Highschool students, but not for me. I need this time for my family. We don't go a lot, except for my mom & I, and this would be a great oppurtunity for us to bond. Unfortunately, plans didn't work out. My mom didn't made her promise. She said she would come, we waited for her but she didn't, It was my last family day and she was not around, I was really upset that day, good thing he came around. Though, he didn't go with me unlike last year, we played games, games for Family Day, and it was a blast! My everyday routine started that day, the lucky then unlucky day. Well, I did realize that he was not as close with me unlike last year, and it made me feel bad, I told him that with an attitude which made him mad, It started because of this sack race. After this race one guy which was his friend gave me an attitude and told me that it was my fault that our game lost, which didn't really

attracted me, but made me mad because I told him that he should fight for me but he didn't even mind it which made me upset and made me blabber the negative things that happen which made him mad and made my day worst. So, after some few hours nothing happened, he didn't talk to me nor I. It only made me mad that told me to say sorry to him and I did. Everything didn't run smoothly until the time this teachers danced on stage. THANK GOD. So, THEY also had this little presentation which was actually a surprise for them and made my niece dance on stage too while drawing the raffle draws. And at the end of the show, a firework display was held and made the day better. Thanks God for this Day :)

This song is included in my blog.

2011-02-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, I admit that I sing ALOT in the shower, and one time I sang the song Hot n' Cold by Katy Perry and then some thoughts hits me and BOOM! I discovered that this song which somehow got some meaning to my life should be included in my blog, and I really need to interpret it. Maybe you think that it is really weird of me to post something here about a song that I sang in the shower, but I think it's quite worth it for letting you know how I feel eventhough you don't care about anything I post in here. Anyways, some of you would also appreciate this, and well, thanks, and you might quite really be common in the situation I am having :)

Here's the lyrics:

Verse 01:

You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

Yeah you PMS

Like a bitch, I would know

And you overthink

Always speak cryptically

I should know

That you're no good for me

Chorus: 'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in then you're out

You're up then you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

You!

You don't really want to stay, no

You!

But you don't really want to go-o

You're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in then you're out

You're up then you're down

Verse 02: We used to be

Just like twins, so in sync

The same energy

Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing

Now you're plain boring

I should know that you're not gonna change

Refrain: Someone call the doctor

Got a case of a love bi-polar

Stuck on a roller coaster

Can't get off this ride

Some part of the LAST Chorus:

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

Okay, So basically, this lyrics written is not complete and I've just remove the parts where it's just repeated, so here's some true to life experiences I've had.

Okay, sometimes we just got to admit that everything changes, everything, including the guy/girl we love, and damn that really is some sh*t. So basically, the first month you have is really romantic and were you have surprises kisses and hugs and whatever, but, a year, well, I think they get tired of that, BUT NOT ME. Well, I wont interpret everything written on top, but I'll pick up some of my favorite lines. So heres the 2nd verse, my real favorite,

We used to be

Just like twins, so in sync

The same energy

Now's a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing

Now you're plain boring

I should know that you're not gonna change

Okay, admit it now, it's true. Before he goes super hyper meeting you and all your beautiful lines and now when he see's you he doesn't even smiles and bangs his head on a table to rest. The worst part is, he goes to his friends to smile. Now, If I could just say that DONT-HAVE-FRIENDS-BECAUSE-YOU-WOULD-REALIZE-THAT-YOU-DONT-NEED-ME-ANYMORE sentence. Why do I need to do something special just to make him smile for me? Why do I need to even remind him that I'm here your girl waiting for you to remember me and remember your promises. You promised to love me forever, yet you forgot to promise that you would make me feel loved forever. Why?

Our February Post.

Advance Happy Valentines Day

&& Happy 05 Day.

I can turn into a CHICKEN!!!!

2011-02-05T21:05:00.001+08:00

Okay, today is our day, and I think I can turn into a Chicken today.

LOL =))))))))))) I've been eating many types of chicken today! From Chicken Steak for Lunch, Boneless Chicken Barbeque for Merienda, and Fried Chicken for dinner! GOSH! Maybe I'll grow wings lateeer! Haha. Poor chicks, I'm a fat eater for them, I never get tired! Sorry veggies, I'm not a fan of you. Maybe 10 years later I will. LOL!!!! Hahah. HAPPY OH-FIVE DAY!!!!!!!!! It has been A YEAR AND 5 MONTHS. Cool, right? And I still never get tired. For today, no dates, just me and my mom watching a movie @ Cash & Carry (Bulong) which was really fantastic! It did not made my mom sleep. Hehe. I recommend it! Though, I also want to watch Tangled, maybe next time, right? :) Really busy today, though yesterday was really a bummmm. Today, movie then eat, then shoes, then eat, then get some orders, then go to the office, then eat, and go home, fix the router, check business, then eat. I'm getting fatter & fatter that I need NEW PANTS! Yes! NEW PANTS!! My mom said that we can buy some tomorrow, and I'm ecstatic! I wish I can take a pic and post here my NEW PANTS! HAHAHA! Eating grahams now, BTW. BE JEALOUS!~ :)

Hello February!

2011-02-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

February, the month of hearts. This is my 2nd time to have someone for this month and I'm really happy about it. I never want to be alone this month ever again. ♥

February ♥. Ahh~ One of the months' I really love. Though my start of February almost did not work out (Happened the last week of January). I should be alone right now, for Gods sake. But, no, I'm still alive, awake, and inlove. I didn't want my February to be messed up, but I thought it will be. Lots of fights and arguements happened. It crossed me and almost let go, but love fought back and told my heart to hold on. Everything runned smoothly after that few days, I was happy again.

My english teacher taught us one poem, and heard this lines,

"Love is so short; Forgetting is so long."

A thought came running in my mind; why say Love is so short if you want your love to last forever. Love is a power you can't control, once your heart says it, you have to do it, or else it'll just hurt. Love doesn't hurt if everybody's loving. ♥

February means;

Goodbye Tooth #2

Chinese New Year

Card Giving

05! ♥

~~Long Test in Calculus~~

Valentines Day ♥

Last Prom!

Bida Kleios!

2011-01-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

As the 2 weeks of hard work came to an end, we the Seniors prevailed!!!! :D

January 29, 2011 || Cheering.

*Apologies for the picture. All of the batch picture has not placed the ME in it*

And as you can see now, my font color is RED, because RED means victory, and by that I mean, the color red which is the representation color of the seniors proudly aimed the victory which they, i mean us, implore. Okay, let me tell you everything (NOT EVERYTHING) in details.

Maybe a 2 week practice for one gigantic competition in YOUR highschool level would not be enough. Especially, when you don't practice much and had 2 days of not practice day because of the retreat. We thought of that also, but we we're wrong. We thought that because of our lame practices and lame cheers, we would not win. For 2 weeks, the do-not-practice day dominated from everything. Sometimes we do props, sometimes we just sit and wait for the sun to come down so we could practice in the field, or sometimes we wait for someone to say, "PUNYETA! MUKHA KAYONG TAE" to give us some energy. Well, besides that, we, the pepsquad, are so lazy to practice because of 3 reasons, 1, because we have a sore throat, 2, because we don't want to, and 3, because we didn't choose for this position unlike the others who really did have the position that they want for our last cheering, which makes us NOT INTERESTED anymore. Okay, let's remove that negative part and continue with the story first. Anyways, we thank the DANCERS for a big help in our cheering. Actually, without us, we can also win. The dancers did everything. We just shouted there for them. They worked HARDER than us. And they deserve to win, that's why we shouted everything for them. Maybe some points would be deducted if we we're not there to cheer them out, but, it's still not the same as the 70% of their contribution. Kuya Mikho worked EVEN HARRRRRRDER than any of us. He made everything work perfectly for the dancers. Just look at them *will post video soon*, they are one of the best squads I have ever seen. Not to brag, but honestly they are. Everyone worked hard and really deserve our awards. Though, the BEST PEPSQUAD award was not expected, we are thankful of this. OUR FIRST EVER BEST PEPSQUAD award for 4 years. Thanks to Sir Apostol who worked really hard for us especially to our PEPSQUAD. He really helped us practice. Not to mention his microphone!! Sir Sarandi, the one who gives us full of advice always. And to the SENIORS who worked really hard for each and every one of us.

To God be the Glory! :)

SENIORS Batch 10' - 11' Cheering Competition Awards:

- Award for the Miss Sportsfest - Laurie Chantall J. Ng

- Best Female Dancer Award - Diwata Faye Dayco

- Best PEPSQUAD - Seniors "Bida Kleios" Pepsquad

- CHAMPION for the CHEERING COMPETITION year 2011!

Representatives:

For the Miss Sportsfest - Laurie Ng

For the Mister Sportsfest - Daniel Cabal

For the Best Female Dancer - Meryl Santiago & Diwata Dayco

For the Best Male Dancer - Kevin Valenzona & Anthony Agno

For the Showdown of the Chereos - Kuya Miko & Kuya Mark

For the Showdown of the Advisers - Sir Apostol & Sir Sarandi

A triple-couple-family date!

2011-01-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

January 28, 2011.

Last day of practice for our cheerdance competition tomorrow. We messed up at the field but really rocked in our classroom & in the pool. I'm not that tensed for tomorrow but I hope we do win this year. This will be our last, and I wish that this would be the best. Weird day also, lets give it a countdown:

* Fifth *
Had a really good practice in the classroom, and really sucked in the field. After the break that was given to us after our practice, we really did suck in our field practice, though, many of us we're gone because of their basketball game and also our lead drummer, we lack energy & presence of mind. Even I admit that I forgot everything that time.

* Fourth *
Surprise visit of the Rivera's. That break of ours after our perfect classroom practice, we ate at the Kubo which a bee swam at my juice -eww- and then while talking about his cousins that they will go to San Beda for the fair, suddenly, this cousins of his came and tried telling him to invite me too. Excited me, hesitated to say yes -uh-huh, dumb me- but still said yes was realllllllllly looking forward to it. His cousin Kuya Christian was with his puurty gf.

* Third *
I know THEIR SECRET but I know that they don't know that I knew it. It was not a thing to be ashamed about, though I was hurt that they didn't mention it to me, as if they don't trust me.

* Second *
My scary child. This scary though cute kid coming out of nowhere though I have seen her with my classmates because she lives in a dorm in our school was really snobbish. Since, I was a fan of kids & especially cute-curly haired-white skined kids, I tried to get her attention to make her like me, and it was a success. I told her a pretend game -which was a joke- that I can be my mom. Not knowing that she would really do it, she did, and also told me, 'I'm the only kid you want, right?' Being hypnotized, I said yes. I even introduce her to some 'mates with names like daddy, ate, auntie, etc. And heard a weird story about her which was about her devilish side. Starting out with her beating up another kid for no reason. really weird like? Speaking of the orphan movie.......

* First *
My triple-couple-family date with the Rivera's @ San Beda Colleges' College week. Naming them, Dean, Ate Rhei, Kath, JomJom, Ate Danica, Kuya Patrick, Ate Tina, & Kuya Xtian which was the one who invited us and treated us in everything. At first, BV moment with him, and soon our GV came, lucky us! It was an unforgettable date. Ehehe. Should be placed in the scrapbook, really. If we only had one pic. It was like a triple date, but instead we we're with other members of his family, cool!! Anyways, THEY rode rides -i'm scared- and WE played some hoops.

That's all for today ya'll.
Will poost one old bloggy tom.

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PLM Friends.

2011-01-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

Currently, I'm a Senior HS Student, which means I'll be going to college soon, which says, "Hey! I'm the future!" Honestly, I have many plans for my future, and firstly, I need to discover or plan how to get that future plans, and the first step is going to COLLEGE.

College, one of my greatest fear, but if I just threw this "College" I might not get the future I planned to, so I have to be prepared and ready or else, goodbye future plans. So I started building my college career by having tests at different schools, naming them are, University of Santo Tomas, Far Eastern University, and Pamantasan Lungsod ng Maynila. Last year, I took my first exam as UST, which had many USTET takers, and the test quite made a headache to me. Maybe I was tensed because it was my first time or whatever. One of the thing that happened to me that day is, my dad left me behind because we both got lost, so I got home alone and rode a cab. At FEU, I had a test with my BFF Dean, we both passed it actually, it was quite easy erasing the math part. They have high-tech kind of tests, which made it easier for us to take it and know the results faster. And lastly, the PLM test, which was one of the major schools my mom wanted for me to pass to, and luckily, I thought it was easy, easier than USTET, i should say. I had friends too at PLM, 2 "seemingly random" friends. I wish I pass at PLM & UST though, 'cause I wanted that 2 to be my "picky" list. So, after I pick my college, and pass the exam, my future is about to start.

I'm a dreamer.

2011-01-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

The rain stopped.

Started listening to the downloaded Taylor Swift songs.

Looking at tumblr.

So, I can see that I am in my sentimental moment now, eh~ And started randomly blogging again. Well actually, I believe that I blogged because I've seen enough of the couple pictures, heart warming songs, and lovey-dovey quotes. I want to see what I feel now.

Another actually, I feel jealous. Jealous for the perfect relationships (i think) i saw at facebook. Naming one, Ate L & M. They are a perfect couple. Also saw this quotes at tumblr mentioning their gentlemen guys. Well, I admit it, my guy is not that perfect, as if I was the only one sweet. His not that "my-perfect-dreamed-prince" type of guy. His simple and really hardworking. He wants to do what I want to do and that makes me pissed sometimes. I wan't him to TAKE THE INITIATIVE though I believe he wont. All these statements, phrases, sentences can't be mentioned to him because that wont be nice, right? It would seem like I don't like what he is now, and I want him to change for myself which is selfish. Though he never told me what he really wants in a girl, to be clear what he liked about me, but I guess thats what love is, being undefined, not being obsessed or pitiful, but being undefined.

Though I really miss him right now, which I know that I've seen him just this afternoon, I started feeling the beat in my chest and realized that I'm so lucky to have him. No one can ever replace him in my heart, eventhough I can't share it in facebook, I'm still proud that my heart picked him and not any other hot-punky-guy on the road. I'd rather be a worthless loser than lose one like you. :">

*Though I would really appreciate if you make me blush more often*

My First & Last Retreat.

2011-01-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

The first-ever retreat that has happen to me in my whole life.
4th Year - Justice Retreat

Everything happened yesterday, January 17-18, 2011 at Sta. Monica's Retreat house at Tagaytay. With my last highschool classmates, the 4th Year - Justice, our adviser, Sir Apostol, our 1st-3rd year religion teacher, Ms. Ariola and Father Manny to help us. Everything happened surprisingly to me for it was my first time. My last graduation on my elementary/grade school days didn't acquire a retreat for us grade 6 pupils, which was really un-awesome. 18 degrees high at Tagaytay City, we climbed there to meet our destination. I got car sick before we got in the place and quite dizzy after going to the place. Overnight, had real fun, and was with God.

First day, I was really excited with all the activities and events that will come up that day. We got out at the bus at 9am and did some introduction onwards. Got our room assignments and was with Stephanie Babar, Maje Ciudadano, and specially, Kim Breta at Room #17. Lots of activities was given to us by Father and it was really fun. It's like being with everyone you barely know and knowing them for a day. Everything was a blast, if I could really have this "extension" I would really want to have it, being with my classmates, friends, and especially, my last highschool friends. I did my last confession this 4th year life of mine, and discovered many things, that I can't have what I want, that WE ALL have problems, that I must not get all the problems in the world, and stop and think about this Someone that could help me and always there to understand me which is God.

At first, I saw retreat as some school outing or some religious activities where we all cry and be in-touch with God, but I was wrong. It was something worth your time which you can never replace with. This retreat was so amazing I cried many times that my illness (cold & cough) worsen. I discovered that some person really cherishes me a lot and believes in me which I should not bring them down. Everything was not revolving around me and everyone is there not only him. It was also the time that I saw my mom write down for me a letter about how special I am when I was born. I wrote to her back and promised that I will never leave her side ever.

You would avoid sleeping at night for some people was roaming around silently outside because of the excitement that we was going through. Hearing noises such as, "Hoy! Papasukin mo ko" (Hey! Let me in!) Which really made me quite smile because how fun my classmates were. I really enjoyed every second of my time in our retreat and eventhough it made me feel like it was ending our "relationships" with each other (though it was) and was like graduation was near, it was the most sacred and the most fun I ever had with everyone. And I would really want to repeat that :)

To God be the Glory!

Julia Montes.

2011-01-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

Remember Julia Sheer? The one I blogged about that has this really great voice in Youtube? Well I'm very well addicted to someone again that has a quite comparison to the name Julia Sheer which is Julia Montes. She's half filipina and half spanish, I think? Well I'll blog about what I know about her and I'll research about something and blog it out too, will that be okay? Well sure it is ;)

Isn't she purty? ;)) Actually, I realized that I don't really know stuff about her so I researched instead and will place it here :)

She is Mara Montes Schnittka (born March 19, 1995 in Quezon City), better known as Julia Montes, is a Filipina actress.

----- The name Mara was always mentioned in Goin' Bulilit, a kid show where she used to play at first, and now look at her, a Julia Montes.

Julia is half-German. Standing 5’5,” her first exposures on television came via TV commercials when she was between four and five years old.

Ever since she could remember, she has been fascinated by people appearing on television. It then became her dream to also be on TV someday and was fortunate enough to be cast in TV commercials. Up to the present, she still occasionally get modeling jobs like the Magnolia TV commercial with Sarah Geronimo. She has also appeared in the ads for Nido, Stick-O, Nestlé Almusal, Delmonte and Jollibee. She was discovered because of her TV commercials and afterwards she was cast in a number of GMA-7 shows like “Sana Ikaw Na Nga” as the daughter of actors Robin da Rosa and Angelu de Leon and in some episodes of the now defunct drama anthology “Magpakailanman.” Having no exclusivity in her contract with the Kapuso Network, she auditioned for ABS-CBN’s “Hiram” and was accepted. Then she tried out for the children show “Goin’ Bulilit,” got in and soon made a name for herself in the said show. Her growing acting resumé also include movies like “Bahay Kubo”, “Caregiver” and Chito Roño's horror flick “T2.” At the moment, she is under ABS-CBN Star Magic which she believes would do well in her acting career. Unlike other Star Magic discoveries, she had to do it the hard way by auditioning for shows. She shared that when she showed seriousness about embarking on a showbiz career, the first concern of her family was her studies. Her mom and grandmother asked her if she would have a hard time with her studies and she said no.

So because of Mara Clara, I saw her potential, and looks, though I am really jealous of it, and well, quite became a fan of her. I saw her at this mall last month, and yes, she's beautiful, no questions ask. Now, I wonder if I can watch her real-life story at magpakailanman. I hope it's on youtube! :)

Be nice.

2011-01-15T19:51:00.000+08:00

Greetings My-Blog-Readers,

I've been thinking a few days now, about my "other not-so-positive blog posts" and I think that I should not post much of the negatives here. This is a blog where everyone can view and wouldn't it be rude if I let you have my bad vibes with the so negative blog posts I have? I'm sorry about them, I really am, but I just can't stop typing all my feeling on this online diary of mine. This is one of my friends that I talk to whenever I have problems and I am really glad this is here right now, or even anytime I like it to be. Eventhough I don't have the internet, I'll just write it down in some paper and type it later. Simple as that. Though I appreciate everyone reading, supporting, tagging, commenting, including the negative ones, I really appreciate it and I thank you all for that. This I shall never stop for everyone of you :)

Keep Growling,

Kat of Katgrowls.blogspot.com

Nanni?~

2011-01-13T22:49:00.001+08:00

Another cruel day to start with,
Yes, I did made the part where I started the day smiling with a hug, though his late & all.

'Alam mo yong sabi niya, babawi siya, tapos hindi natuloy, nagsorry siya, tinanggap mo, tapos umaasa kang okay na pagkatapos. Ganon ngayon. Ganong ganon. '

Ako, nagexpect nanaman ako ng mataas. Syempre, sbi nga sa the secret, dapat positive, pero, bakit ganon? Positive ng positive, puro negative effect? Kumbaga, pagktapos ng puro negative, nagexpect nako ng magandang mangyayari. Pero hindi eh, nagpaulit-ulit ung cycle ng kamalasan at binato sakin.

- Dalawang sagapak na marka sa dalawang subject. Tinaasan niya ko, nakakahiya yon.
- Ang promise na babawi ay napawi.
- iniwan sa ere.
- naiyak sa publiko.
- sinisi ang sarili

Expected ko na sigurong bumagsak sa calculus. Pero ung maramdaman na sobrang bobo ko don, parang napaka sakit. Ako ata lowest e. Sa physics, mababa man sa scantron humabol naman sa mga essay sobra. Kahit papano nakagaan.

Pangako? Diba dapat tinutupad yon?:/ Hndi ko naman alam na iba ung pangako na alam niya sa pangako ko.

Ang tanga ay naiyak sa sobrang depression. 'wag kayong magalala, di ako magpapakamatay.

Alam mo yong, sya ung mali, sya ung hndi sensitive, pero siya pa ung icocomfort mo kce msyado syang nahurt kase nahurt ka nya. :| WEIRD.

Fail Day

2011-01-12T16:23:00.000+08:00

January 12, 2010 | Last day of 3rd Quarter Exams.

The worst day yet again. Ganon talaga ang mundo, last week kase super ganda eh, sa tingin ko, eto na yung kapalit nung mga araw na iyon.

So, yung post ko, yung 3 times natalo, mukhang nagkatotoo yung sinabi kong "last na chance ko na 'to" oo eh, hindi ako napili bilang representative sa miss intrams, pero okay na siguro yun, pero aaminin ko naiinis ako, kase gusto ko talgang bawian lahat ng tumalo sakin, pero diba bitter yun? siguro nga bitter ako, pero, last year ko na kase to eh, hindi pa rin ako nananalo, dahil lang sa mga taong hindi nagtiwala sakin? Tapos yung pagiging dancer, hindi ko na hinahangad yun, tinry ko lang kase simula 1st year, pep squad nako, hindi ko sinasabing napakagaling ko sumayaw, pero marunong naman ako kahit papano eh.

Dapat, org chem lang yung kinakatakutan ko ngayon eh, dapat wala na, pero bakit ganon?

Isa pa, pinayagan ko siya mag-DOTA, tapos, sige okay lang, sabi mo naman pagkatapos, "our time" na eh, tapos ano? miski upuan hindi mo mabigay sakin? 40 mins na kong nakatayo, sige okay lang, pero ung gusto mo pang dagdagan ng 40 mins na wala pa rin akong upuan, edi sige, lalayasan kita, wag kang magreklamo ha. Iiyakan ko to lahat para matapos na. Ang drama ko no? Gago kase ako eh :|

First Week ;)

2011-01-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Sup!? Haven't blog for a few days now, eh~ Even the Christmas break was busy for me, though it was not that F-U-N. Here I am blogging to you back, and saying, YO! Let's talk about my first week of school, which was this last January 04 until today January 07.

"I missed you so much."

January 04, hello first day of school. Actually, for a typical student, I was really excited for our first day of classes. Though, I do say that I hate lectures, I just love "doing" something instead of sitting at home and typing a lot. My First day was good, not my typical worst-first-day-routine evah. I saw him, and he changed, he became a crazy, goofy guy like me last year, and that was amazing, and made me really keep up the good work making him feel the love he implores. This day was not normal at all, it was one of those happiest back-to-school days. And I will cherish this in my Highschool memories [bum, end of highschool]. First subject was a time for a meeting for our cheering & that was cool, but our 2nd was not, hot damn CALCULUS. So, that period was the one who slapped our faces and told us, "YOUR BACK TO SCHOOL."

The 2nd day - 3rd day was freaking GOOD! We didn't argue at school much, outside we do, just a little of this and that A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. Actually, I was scared of blogging this second day because my luck might go away, but I wan't this moment to be cherished to what the heck! Eating week, playing week, crazy week, *studying* week, this week is memorable.

The last day (friday) was a club and made this week extra-extra special. A club day means a-no-lecture day though we WE'RE suppose to have end-of-club-day-remedial with CALCULUS [no doubt about it] & luckily, another ++ because it didn't happen! I love this week and I wish that somehow every week is like this :)

I lost 3 times.

2010-12-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

Now's our Christmas Break, and before our Christmas break, many things happen that I forgot to blog about. I've been blogging in my personal blog which me, myself can only see. It's easier to use that kind of blog using my phone, eh~ I've been lazy typing in my laptop. So there. MMM~ So, I had this competitions. Lost most of them. And was really upset~

MODERN DANCE COMPETITION
Suppose to be my first step on the stage to dance formally. But unfortunately didn't happen because all of them backed out on me. Maybe they lost hope of winning. For me, I just wanted to experience doing something I like and maybe asking them for some help because I can't do this alone. I entrusted them and they let me down.

Goodnews, Dean's group won! And YES! THEY'RE MY BET ;))))) Oh their hot! <3

MISTER & MISS GLAM

This was the last thing I was hoping for that I can win in. I really did my best in this one. UNFORTUNATELY and BAD LUCK me, I didn't win AGAIN. Though, I did enter the top 5. "YUMABANG KCE AKO EH, epal." Maybe I did only look good and still became the dumb me. I just can't accept the fact that I'm lost that night. It was my first & last. Good thing was my feeling that everybody was cheering for me. Especially him. When he first saw me entering the building I saw the look in his face. It was the first time he looked at me like that. As if I was gold that he really wanted to have. But that was just for that night. Maybe I am in this fairytale which everything lasts.

Feeling Christmas

2010-11-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

Since I told about stuffs this christmas. While finding the sitting type Santa Clause, we saw this very cute Christmas Tree made from chocolate. Well, not literally chocolate, but designed as if it was made from chocolate :) Though I'm not a fan of chocolate, I was really shocked of the design. The man there told me and my mom that this was one of their top products. You can see this at Dapitan Arcade available at Php 1000+ Sugoi? :"> I'm not sure about the price, but the price will start at Php 1000. I forgot about the price because it was expensive. Though, the place was just like a market. SUGOI PAREN! (Still Amazing!) Heeehee. Carry on my friends. I will now search for Australia.

Update: I was thinking of making another site for homeworks. Homeworks for our class. So that they won't miss some. But if I don't enter some, I'm doomed :|

UPDATE Pic :)

2010-11-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

A last! I've taken a picture of myself wearing my glasses and new haircut. Take a look, though you might burn because I look UGL-EHHH. Well, this is taken a few hours ago. At a public bathroom (not ashamed to tell), and was with the janitor (though, she's not looking) weird, eh~ Haha! That's about it. Just to update you, and as I promise, the picture. Yeaaah. This is it. Nothing to write about.. OHHH! I remembered something! And it's some awesome news :D I got my card a some hours ago, and had an honor this second quarter! SUGOI! (Amazing) First time, for the second quarter. Wow. Made my mom so proud :D And I bought some doritos plus gummy bear-ies. Haha. We also bought an alladin type of Santa Clause. Will post a picture soon. That's all for now :) See ya'h folks!

Today : October 19, 2010

Started the day bad, and ending it happy :) Had my grades up, got the 9th rank on the honors. And had some double cheeseburger whammy. Yum! :">

Christmas Doggies.

2010-11-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

Well, since the video's that I will watch are still buffering i'll blog first.

Christmas Doggies

We saw this dogs infront of Centro Escolar University (CEU) and we're really amazed about what they are doing. At their styrofoam container, a message was written, "Merry Xmas & Happy New Year. Thank You" It was really amazing how they train this dogs. Quite funny too! We only saw them this year. They even got shades, bandana's, and biting some baskets. Two of this dogs are amazing. I hope they are being treated well. And I hope their masters are in good shape too. Long live this dogs!

Merry Christmas @ Katgrowls

Fourth

2010-11-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

ANGEL BEATS!

I just finished this 13 episode anime, Angel Beats. This is so amazing! Mostly, drama also. Though a mixture of action and comedy. I RECOMMEND THIS ALSO! This ones gonna give us a heartache. Will really make you cry. All my friends already watched this one and gave it 10/10 rating. Suuuugoi! (Amazing)

Watch this at :

Otaku Streamers

Also, add me as your friend. My username is, ohtwoseven.

Recommendation Rate: 10/10

Fifth

2010-11-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

SEKIREI

I had a hard time finding a group picture for them. So, here's what I've got. A .gif file of them characters. Sekirei is an action-romance-comedy series. Watch this movie, though it's quite echii. But still, it's funny and quite interesting. The story moves with the story of this "beings" but their not aliens, no. Their some different kind of human. This is cool, i promise!

Watch this at :

Otaku Streamers

Also, add me as your friend. My username is, ohtwoseven.

Recommendation Rate: 7/10

Third

2010-11-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

CLANNAD

including it's special episodes, 1st and 2nd season, plus the movie.

Clannad is a drama series. If you wan't to watch a really touching story, i recommend you to watch this. This is really, really good. Even boys, please watch this. It can relate to your life also now and in the future. TOUCHING. I remember the scenes now, I want to cry. And if you do watch this watch out for Ushio-chan. She will knock your tears out :))))

If you will watch this, please watch it at:

Otaku Streamers

Add me too, my username is, ohtwoseven. :)

Recommendation Rate: 9/10

Anime Series Review (Second)

2010-11-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

(Second) K-ON!

Music lover?? Just a right anime for you! Well, you might heard about this anime a lot, because this one's very famous. They already have 2 seasons and still I'm hoping for another one :) This is about 4 girls having a club called after tea time, which they played a band. They are really cool, and somewhat funny too :) Recommendation for boys, is also a yes yes, but not so much :)

Recommendation: 8/10

Back! xD

2010-11-15T18:23:00.001+08:00

I'm back from the woods. :">

So, today's 11-15-10. And FUN part of it, no CLASSES tomorrow! YAAAHOOO! =)))

*While the video buffering, let's blog! :>*

So, what's up TODAY? First things first. I've finished some anime "series" and will give a review for some of it. For those who loves anime, well, this is for you ;)

(First) High school of the Dead! "HOTD!"

Action, blood, comedy, ecchi, romance.

All about H.O.T.D! HOTD is one of my favorite anime series. Though I'm not an action type girl, I LOVED THIS ONE! And I'm sure you'll love this too. The romance-comedy are not absent here, my friends. It still present, believe it! 13 episodes and I'm still hoping that they'll have season 02. I LOVE THIS PROMISE. If you don't like zombies, well, -1 for the recommendations for this one, but though the zombies ARE NOT SCARY at all, and make you realize what the REAL LIFE IS. :)

Recommendation: 10/10

END OF SEMBREAK back to books.

2010-11-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hello Damn Books.

End of Sem-Break and the first day of classes got their max time to lecture. I'm so glad that organic chemistry lost her laptop-charger so that we didn't have a lesson. Happy? yet Bored? Uhhh. I hate the sitting arrangement now. I'm at the upper most left of the room. And at the front too. I have a difficult time now for "cheating" HE! HE! Well, I guess it's time to change for college my man. MM~ What's new?? My hair, the glasses, and my business. So about my hair, I got bangs & bought reading glasses for my blurry eyes. *sniffs* I didn't got the chance to take the picture my mom got at her cellphone. She's too busy to bluetooth it to my laptop. ANOTHER NEWS FLASH, I have money today, because of my business, Blueberry Boutique. Please do check it out and I can send you the items :"> Lots and lots of COOOOOL neat clothes, shoes, bags, etc. I'm off to do homework now. I just stopped by to do some blogging. Also, check out my tumblr for more neat pics, Tumblr. I love you all. And I'm out~

The sharing of the Secret.

2010-10-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

My mom bought this book entitled, "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne about a year or two ago. She bought this book because I think, a friend of her told her to read this amazing book. Unfortunately, until now my mom haven't read the book. Maybe she already forgot or haven't got the time. So about a few months ago, my friend, Joseph, told me about the book he was reading along time ago which was the secret to his success in his studies now which was The Secret. I told him that we had that book a long time ago but haven't been read. He told me to read it. He gave me a summary of this "SECRET." Well, it's weird actually, Power by thoughts?

After the little summary of my friend, I wasn't bored to read about it. Eventhough I'M REALLY NOT INTERESTED IN READING. I started reading it about, an hour ago. I just finished the 1st Chapter a minute ago, and I think it was amazing. It really is the Secret.

I've learned the Secret from chapter 1. The secret, don't say DON'T. If you wan't something, focus on what you want, not on what you don't want to happen or to do.

You basically control everything from your thought. But this power can't understand DON'T and DO. They only do what you focus on. If you focus on what you don't want, then, it will more come to you.

I want to be a model.

I want to be wealthy.

I want to forget about aliens.

I want to forget about lady gaga.

I want to forget my fears.

I want to be healthy.

I want to learn how to eat vegies.

I want to help my mom.

I want to graduate accountancy.

I want to pass the exam.

I want to be a valedictorian.

I want to be a great writer.

I want to be famous.

I want to have true friends.

I want him to be my first and last.

I want to marry him.

The number of I want's that I wan't to learn to focus on. Little by little, if I focus on this, nothing is impossible. This is a little book review for chapter 1 of the book The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. This book is perfect for my changing. I am a negative person, and I am about to change that. Not only that, but the transformation of my personally will be helped by this book. I insist you to read and buy or just borrow from your neighbors, friends. You will learn the most powerful thing in this world, which is you.

Sem Break!

2010-10-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

Oh yes, Sem. Break! Free from everything <3

Breaking free from school! And yes, ended up school with Dean, Mitch, Dale, Sarinah, and Anthony P. Had fun watching at this movie house. We watched Date Night! <3 Cool movie. Sooooo weird! =)) Though after that crazy Friday, that night ended so badly. :| I can't imagine why he always do that. He's ready to let go of me anytime. Why???? :|

I wish he could stop~

Happy 16th Birthday!

2010-10-20T16:15:00.000+08:00

Parteeeeh-Parteeeeh!

So after the cosplay, we headed to Manila Hotel for Michelle's birthday celebration. Though, we're not complete. We did have fun :>

Some Pictuuuureeeesss :)

Cosplay Mania X

2010-10-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

Last Oct. 03, 2010

I've made my first ever Cosplay @ SMX Convention. With my friends in school, we managed to visit the event "Cosplay Mania X" and really join the party. Though, we didn't have the attention of the people much, we did enjoy :> With lots of people taking pictures of us, it was fun. I did hope that Dean was with us. :|

Here are some of my/our pictures <3

So, my character was an Assassin from Ragnarok, which was chosen by my friend Dean. We designed my costume ourselves with only clothe for the scarf and the skirt. And some tube for the top. I also have a cardboard made armor with 2 knives made from wood. Credits to Daichan & Dean. And Azziel for the pictures.

Many Blogging~

2010-10-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

October 20, 2010~

Done with our Periodical Examinations for the 2nd Quarter. 2 Days more and I'm free from school for our sem-break! :> Well, only for 2 weeks. :| A lot of blogging to do. I've missed many event blogs now. Please be updated that I'll be updating more posts this week & maybe next week too. Adios! :>

Schedule of Periodical Tests (2nd Quarter)

1st Day

Trigonometry

Music

Filipino

Computer

2nd Day

Physics

Health

Home Science

Calculus

3rd Day

Religion

English

Economics

Organic Chemistry

Pictorial

2010-10-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

A not-so-prepared pictorial for our graduation picture. I did not take solo pics from my cam/phone cam. Good thing some of my friends took some, but not a solo. Enjoy :)

By the way, here's my good buddy. We had a photo shoot that day too. The same outfit for our graduation picture. Good thing this dress comes handy :)

A theory

2010-09-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

Well, I saw this paper on my bag, I guess this was brought by my anger that day.

A Theory

Do you know the saying, "I'd rather get zero than cheat." Sometimes, in this world, many things get messed up. Too much of this days gets unfair. Maybe this may sound weird to you but this is my opinion and it's my time to talk.

Do you know the feeling unfair? When you bought 5 candies and because your friends want some you only get one left? Sometimes, it's just to hard to accept but I think thats life. I have many examples from day to day. I have this friend, a very smart friend, well, I think he's....

So, actually, this theory got cut because I think someone was looking at my paper that time, so I stopped writing. I forgot everything on my mind that day. But I can see myself mad. I can see myself very selfish too. Well, I know that it's bad NOT TO SHARE, but sometimes, you just have to admit that you need something for yourself too. You can't just go and share everything, right? Or am I just being too harsh and loving myself too much. Tell me, am I wrong? COMMENT.

O My Yogurt!

2010-09-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

So, we visited Manila Ocean Park with my uncle and my mom. Many things have changed since we came the last time, and guess what, there's a frozen yogurt store there!

So sorry for the picture, it's quite blurred. So, this store is called O my yogurt and it had a really nice effect on the frozen yogurt relationship with me. LOL! Well, since the time my mom bought me this yogurt, i've been addicted to it and tried almost everything. And this O my yogurt store is completely different. It's like an ice cream store style where you can put your own yogurt on your bowl and put toppings on it, but its quite expensive though. I recommend it!

Intramuros

2010-09-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

Here in the Philippines, we have a place called Intramuros where most of the tourists come to visit. This place is very old and filled with classic stuff. This is a really cool place actually. When you are here, you would think that your in the 60's. Weird eh~ I have visited this place last Saturday with my friends to come and check out the schools there that we can apply for college. Well, I've realized that many have changed in Intramuros since before.

Well, before, this was handled by other political people and made it the best place ever. Where you can buy lots of stuff and has shows about the history of the Philippines. But now, new people handled this place and become really boring. I don't know what happened and it got destroyed. Not actually destroyed, but it's just got really boring like its just a park or what. Well, this is just my review of the place and I hope this place gets better.

Babies! xD

2010-09-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

(actual post from phone.)
i love babies. i just can't resist them. Especially the cute one's. Well, I had this time when I saw this kindergarten students at school, I called one of them (a little girl) and then she suddenly hugged me infront of my classmates. This little kid was so small that she only hugged my knee. Then her friend came along and hugged me also. I was so blushed by them. I actually loved the feeling of being hugged. I love this little kids. You might be wondering why I came up with this themewell avtually, its because of my niece who's with me right nobut she's sleeping. She's really sick and I am really *awa* by her.

(edited online)

i love babies. i just can't resist them. Especially the cute one's. Well, I had this time when I saw this kindergarten students at school, I called one of them (a little girl) and then she suddenly hugged me infront of my classmates. This little kid was so small that she only hugged my knee. Then her friend came along and hugged me also. I was so blushed by them. I actually loved the feeling of being hugged. I love this little kids. You might be wondering why I came up with this themewell avtually, its because of my niece who's with me right nobut she's sleeping. She's really sick and I am really *awa* by her. Please pray for my niece. I don't want to pity her, I want to be strong for her. Please, please.

My Birthday :)

2010-08-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

August 27, 2010

A SUPER FUN Birthday :) From waking up, and to sleeping. My wish came true. Here's the story.. That morning, I was suppose to wake up early so that I won't be late at my choir practice this morning at school which had a 6am call time. I forgot to tell my aunt to wake me up at 5am and she woke me up 5.30am So I was expecting to be late but it doesn't bothers me. After waking up, I thought a surprise will arise when I come down to eat breakfast, unfortunately, none. So I ate my breakfast without energy and super sleepy. When I got in the shower, singing some shower songs, and when I'm already done, my aunt says, "Wear your robe when you get out." So, it bothered me, my aunt never tells me that unless there's something. So, I got out of the shower, asking my aunt whats up, then I saw some lights off outside the shower and some candles blown up. I screamed and ran up the stairs because of pressure. I came down again and saw a cake with my 2 special friends (Daichan & Dean) with their gifts singing a birthday song. I blew the magic candle which was really hard to blow. And got to school with them by me. I feel guarded when I'm with them. Going to school, some mates greeted me, the first one to greet my at school was Laurie. She was really hyper as always. Then, going up to the theater, plenty of students started greeting me and made me really happy. Then, the mass came, and this friend of mine, Michelle was quite pissing me off, she was kinda making me fraustrate in stuff. I sense something though. Good thing the mass celebrant(Father) told a good news that its a half-day today! WOOHOO! PICTURE TIME! After that, recess time, ASG surprised me with this 6 little cupcakes which had candles on them. Real cute :> Then, after that, last subject came, I was really excited for the dismissal, I don't know why. We finished our project in Religion and waited for the other ASG members in the social hall. I think 30 mins past, and then they arrived and passed their project as well. Then suddenly, Dale wanted a handkerchief that was big, we don't know why, then she blind folded my eyes and dragged me with Dean & Kim to some place. Then they told me to guess something and I sensed a fluffy thing or somewhat and when I guessed many stuff, they removed my blindfold and saw that they had rabbits for me! PICTURE TIME! It was really amazing for them to give me rabbits because it was my first time to have "normal" pets. After that, we brought them home, watch 2 movies. Namely, TOY STORY 3. We ordered KFC bucket meal, and lalala. Got them home. And me, online. 10 mins later, my mom called, asking me where we should eat for dinner. I suggested this cool restaurant at Rob Manila which was Healthy Shabu-Shabu. So, she said that she'll call again. Then, 2 mins later, she called again, and no, we we're going to max according to her, so we dressed up simple because max was so near. Then, when my mom came, they changed directions and go to Rob Manila. THEY ARE WEIRD. We ate at Healthy Shabu-Shabu with Father Diony, Tita Cecil, Me, Mom, & Dad. Then, we got home, and here I am now, with Tomo & Dachi (My 2 rabbits) writing this blog. Cool eh~

Sidecar Baby 02

2010-08-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

Okay, today is August 26, 2010. The day before my birthday. I'm just gonna tell you this story about the sidecar I rode home. Well, I like babies, I really do, and aside from that, I ride sidecars / tri-bikes home when the bus left me. Well, this time, I rode a sidecar on my home with a baby infront of the driver. The driver was a lesbian. She was with I think her wife and a baby, which I don't have any idea if the baby infront of them / at the back of the wheel was theirs. So, particularly, I've rode some sidecars before that has a baby with them, but this one was different, the baby was adorable and really young. He doesn't even talk yet. I remember the last time I saw a baby with a sidecar driver, he's not too adorable and is quite old too, this one has a "built-in" seatbelt for crying out loud, not like this adorable cute and young baby who only sits and doesn't even know anything yet. I wish for his safety, though.

Continuation (Fridays)

2010-08-25T22:18:00.001+08:00

Fridays (Continuation)

So, I know I've been late almost a week now, and I'm really sorry for that. But still, I'm here to lend you some stories of mine, right? So here it goes.. Well that Friday, (August 20, 2010) was kind of pissing me off. Well, That day was our time to attend this seminar about Pro-life, Pro-love, Pro-God. It was really amazing. I've realized many things, especially the rule of President Obama that really shocked me, AGAIN (because, I've known it before and I was really pissed of about this Pres. But, what can I do? I'm so far away from them) they made abortion legal which was really illegal in our country. They move with the rule that, until the baby was born, that's the only time that this baby will have protection. Mmm. It was really fun, and really exhausting for me to hear that seminar but it was nice :) I hope you watch this video about President Obama's rule. Please spread the word.

2 Moons?

2010-08-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

I saw this post in Tumblr. I don't know if this is true. I hope it is. It would be really nice if it is. My day with 2 moons. Cool right? Unbelievable, but I don't know. Maybe it's true :) I'm just really curious :P

Exams

2010-08-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Okay, the 3 days of suffering / 1st periodical exam of ours are over. Today is, Friday, August 20 '2010. The 3 days of the exam was radical, I wish I pass the exams though, and have higher grades than my classmates, I reviewed SOME of the subjects, but eventually, I think I'm gonna fail. Uh~ I'm being negative again, but what can I do? That thing makes me, ME, so, why even change it? Mm. After that 3 days, it's fun time. It's a day with my friends ONLY and no others. If you know what I mean. Then, the fiesta / celebration for the "Buwan ng Wika" which means the "Month of Philippine Language / Literature." It was fun, I haven't had some serious fights since then. But this day will end up a mess, I think. Mm~ Let's stop over the things we've done this week.

3 DAYS OF EXAMS

Sometimes, you just got to get that book and read. But most of the time, you just write scribbles in some paper and fall asleep when you hate the subject. I studied. But not study-study. I'm not a person who studies well. I'm not a smart kind of human being. I'm actually the low type of person (well, i think). I tend to down myself always, I don't even know why. Exams we're rough day but after the day by day exams, I stop by a fastfood chain before going home with some mates to cool off my head. The 1st day was off the hook. Our dismissal was 12nn but I went home at 4pm, even on the day of exams. Wanna know why? Because I waited so long for my broken schoolbus to get a cab for us to go home. Nice, eh~ But, it's fine. It gave me time to mingle with my schoolbus-mates / mates. 2nd day, hard time to study, super not in the mood, my PSP tempted me and had me playing all over and over again. Well, I THINK I studied. Last day of exams, REVIEW=A GLIJMPSE OF YOUR NOTEBOOK. You get it, for sure.

BONDING WITH ASG

7 girls, Daisy, Dale, Janie, Kat, Kim, Mitchie, Sarinah (US) called ASG, bonded complete, and only US. After the last day of exams, us friends headed to Tronix where we can take a group picture and have each and every one of us a copy, which I sucked at the picture btw. Then, we headed to this movie house to watch a movie entitled, "Hot Tub Time Machine" which was THE BEST! Super thumbs up! And I recommend you to watch it. It's a comedy movie. Then, after that, we got ready for the fiesta filipino tomorrow with my classmates, Dean, Kim, Joseph, & I at our house to make some drinks for the celebration tomorrow.

FIESTA FILIPINO

So, after the last day of exams, before the bonding of the ASG, a teacher went to our classroom to announce something. And that is about the fiesta filipino that will be will be celebrated tomorrow. So, basically, the class needs to be divided into 4 groups with 10 members. I'm grouped with, Kim, Dean, Daichan, Joseph, Rocky, Sean, Maje, Steph, & MJ. We will be preparing a filipino drink that next day. So, we needed to prepare today so that everything will be ready tomorrow. It was a really hectic schedule for us, especially on the actual day of the fiesta filipino. Because we made the juice that same day only. Well, as that day started, we watched this cool movie called Pendong at school which we are required to watch. REALLY COOOOOL! And then go on with the fiesta filipino. Had sooo much fun today, we wore civilians today! :>

FRIDAYSSSSSS (Today)

Normal day. Had a seminar before going home about Pro-Life Pro-Love and Pro-God. Which I will be sharing tomorrow, because It's late. So, goodbye pals!

JEEPNEY

2010-08-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

Okay, you might be wondering what a JEEPNEY is. I've been mentioning it too many times in some of my posts so, here it goes. I'm gonna introduce to you, a JEEPNEY.

JEEPNEY

Also known as the public transportation of the Philippines.

It's could not be as cold as an open airconditioned room, but offcourse, we have to consider the guidelines. A Jeepney, abbreviated as "Jeep" is the most cheapest way for you to travel. It doesn't carry too many passengers, but it can carry to less than 20 people. More or less, the jeepney looks like that. Some jeepneys are customize by the operators/drivers. They make colorful jeepneys to attract people. Basically, this jeepneys are not so big, but definately, it can be really cheap. :)

Movie Review

2010-08-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

Where the Wild Things Are

katgrowls = movie review

We watched this at this movie house, me / dean / daisy. IT WAS SO COOL. Made me cry at the end though. No comedy eh~ Slash, not so funny. Had a great moral and a GREAT story. Thumbs up to you pal!

RATING : 3 Stars / 5 Stars

SPOILER ALERT!

Favorite Scenes:

- The Chicken (don't know the name) right hand was ripped off.

- When CAROL let Max saw the structure he made.

- The times when they all laugh & had fun.

So, basically, it's about a selfish boy who haven't got any friends at home, and ran away to the sea until he reaches this island. He saw this "monsters/creatures" when he was peeking and when he tried to talk to this "creatures" they tried to eat Max (boy). So, Max lied that he had secret powers so that this creatures would not eat him. He tried to make this creatures happy by having fun with them and playing games, but he was just a boy, what else can he do? He has problems too. At the end, he decided that he needs his true family more, and decided to go home.

You can see more details here: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0386117/

Breaking News!

2010-08-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

According to Yahoo! News (as I saw when I open my Yahoo! Messenger) It's holiday on AUGUST 30, 2010 which is the National Heroes Day here in the Philippines. To support my answer, this is what Yahoo! News said..

Palace: August 30 a non-working holiday

By Thea Alberto, Yahoo! Southeast Asia

The Palace has declared August 30 a non-working holiday.

“August 30 is a holiday. It falls on a Monday, it’s not going to be moved,” said Presidential spokesman Edwin Lacierda.

National Heroes Day, celebrated yearly every last Monday of August, falls on August 30.

For regular holidays, employees who report to work receive 200 percent basic wage for the first eight hours, plus an additional 30 percent of the per-hour rate for the succeeding hours counted as overtime.

For special non-working holidays, employees get 130 percent of the daily rate for the first eight hours with additional 30 percent hourly rate for overtime.

President Benigno “Noynoy” Aquino III drew flak this week for not declaring August 23 a holiday despite the Holiday Economics Law implemented by his predecessor, now Pampanga Representative Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo.

Arroyo observed holiday economics through Republic Act 9492, which sought to drive domestic tourism.

Under the said law, when a holiday falls on a Wednesday, it will be observed on Monday of the same week. But if the holiday falls on a weekend, it will be observed the following Monday.

Photo by Izah Morales, Yahoo! Southeast Asia

Direct Link: http://ph.yfittopostblog.com/2010/08/13/palace-august-30-a-holiday/
Credits: Yahoo! News

DAY 3, sucked.

2010-08-11T20:09:00.001+08:00

DAY 1 - Monday, August 09 '10.

Happy Monthsarry ASG!

Today was the best day YET. No arguements. Lots of laughter. FUN. And excitement. Wow.

DAY 2 - Tuesday, August 10 '10

Hello Allergies

Woke up with TOO MUCH red stuff in my back and got home covered in it. Hello, Allergies.

A little arguement, just one, but still this day is awesome. SM Manila, Hello! Hello Rocky, who followed me home. Haha!

DAY 3 - Wednesday, August 11 '10

Sh*t as Hell.

Whole day arguement. Hello crying. Hello pain. I wish this would end. I did smile my way home. But still, a wound was already there. Another pain that wouldn't go, forever.

Otaku !

2010-08-08T19:50:00.001+08:00

Just done watching Sekirei : Pure Engagement @ Otaku Streamers (OS). I WAS REALLY UPSET, because it was still ongoing and not complete. So I finished until episode 5 only. I don't know when OS will upload the next episode, but I WILL FINISH THAT SERIES! So, now, I'm currently waiting for 2 episodes of Chobits to finish buffering. It's the 2 last episodes I forgot to watch a long long time ago. It's this KILIG factor again. It's back, because of these series. I love watching again. I'm an OTAKU again. But I guess it's not bad. I'm not that ADDICT about this anime stuff. I'm just a viewer. A normal viewer. A human that has nothing to do, so I demand to watch to fight boredome. I suggest for you to watch Sekirei @ OS. It's really nice. (NOTE: Watch SEKIREI first before SEKIREI OVA & SEKIRIE : FULL ENGAGEMENT!) Especially, Chobits. Eventhough I forgot about the story already. But please do watch it. I support OS. OS rules \m/

Ouch!

2010-08-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Okay~ I know that I'm the MOST negative thinker in the world. And I think thats bad too. But..

"When you said that she's lighter, It's just like saying that, I want her more.

Okay~ I'm jealous.

~~But I can't tell you.~~

(KILIG)

2010-08-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

I was watching the movie, "Hari ng Sablay" that time, when something popped in my head. Nope, it's not a pimple. It's a theory (Wow, science!). The time when Mars was pairing up some lovers was making me that KILIG feeling. I realized that since I was inlove, I forgot about that kilig feeling. I forgot how it felt, because I never had that feeling a day by day unlike before. Before, when I had crushes, almost everyday I felt that feeling, and I miss that feeling. Mm~ I wish for that feeling again.

(You might think that I don't appreciate what I'm feeling now, but your wrong. I'm not surprised anymore that's why I miss that feeling. Before I was only curious, but now, it's a no. I can't bring that back though.)

11th.

2010-08-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

@ Barcelo Cafe, August 05, 2010.

So, after entering this restaurant, we entered this room where the tables are placed, because no more tables we're vacant outside the room. So, we entered and only 1 man was sitted there. He was alone that time. So, we placed our bags to reserve our table and go outside to order. After ordering, we entered the room again and saw the boy with a girl now. Didn't really bothered us, but when a waiter suddenly brings out flowers for the girl, I was quite jealous. It's there monthsarry as I heard. It was so sweet for the guy to surprise her girl with some flowers, right? Who wouldn't do that for the one you love? If I were the guy, I'll give surprises to my girl every month. Different surprises that would really knock her feet. But unfortunately, I'm the girl, and I'm supposed to be the one to wait for the "surprise." And another unfortunately, I haven't received any "special" thing with someone yet. I dunno why? But I really love surprises and I keep on expecting for one. I only got surprised once when my birthday came and my friends surprised me with this cake. My mom doesn't even surprise me with her gifts. She asks me for the things I want then she gives it. NOT FUN! :|

A friend.

2010-08-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

I’m a school bus rider, I ride the bus (actually school “van”) when I go to school and sometimes when I catch it when I’m going home. When I miss the bus, of course what can I do but to commute, I ride jeepneys on my 1^st stop for 6 PHP (student fair) and a mini side-car on my way home. Well, I almost forgot that I’m a BUS rider when I’m going home, because nowadays I usually go home late. I always miss the bus, so, the tendency is, to commute. LALALA~ And the time I rode this sidecar....

Me: Manong! (Sir for English)
*Side-car driver comes to me*
Side-car driver: Why call me Manong, I’m just like your age.
Me: Okay, sorry! I’ll call you Kuya (brother in English), instead.
Side-car driver: How old are you anyway?
Me: 14.
Side-car driver: I’m actually 16. I just look old because I worked early.
*Then he continued saying stuff like that*
Side-car driver: What year are you in?
Me: 4^th year highschool.
Side-car driver: I was suppose to be 4^th year highschool also. But I stopped studying.
Me: Really?? That’s a mess up! You should really study you know.
Side-car driver: I want to, but I can’t. No one will support me in my studies. Both my parents are dead, and I have no one else to go. I’m alone now.
Me: Ouch.
*Suddenly, his motor stops*
Side-car driver: Aw. Now the motor grembles because I’m being dramatic!
Me: Haha!
*Finally in our compound*

Huh, this was a rough day. I stopped awhile thinking about His situation. Sometimes, I tremble for such small things, which I should be thankful of, because I’m really blessed with this stuff and especially my family. I wish Kuya the best, and may God bless him. Let’s reflect about this. Let’s be thankful of EVERYTHING and ANYTHING we have. We are really blessed.

Julia Sheer :>

2010-08-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

Julia Sheer

Julia Sheer is the best! I saw her once in youtube, singing "You Belong with Me - Taylor Swift" she sang it with a gent. Then, another song came up @ facebook, well, i saw the gent she's with so i checked the youtube channel of that guy and saw the youtube channel of Julia Sheer. Alast! I became addicted to her as I watch her covers. She has many songs, and most of them are the one's I like. Here is one example..

Cool, right? So, I hope you can support her as well. BTW, I'm not supporting her because she's my friend or relative or what, i don't even know her personally. I just LOVE her voice, that's all :)

View her YouTube Channel :)

CLICK! - Julia Sheer YT Channel

Prayers

2010-08-02T21:54:00.001+08:00

Please pray for my Grandmother, she's confined at the hospital right now. I don't know what's the reason for her to be confined there. It's a matter of SUPER-JUST-NOW news. Haaay. I hate it when someone gets sick, especially the one's I love. Please Lord, help my lola/grandma. Also, my nephew is confined at a different hospital, I think it's because of too much softdrinks. Please pray for him too :(

"The Lord is my ROCK, my fortress, my deliver. In him I take refuge."

I guess being sad can't do something. I think being strong for the both of them can be the best thing i can do for them. And also, a prayer. Well, this is sick, I'm quite depressed, and quite random. I wan't to talk to someone, but I can't. Actually, I can, but I only wanted to talk to THAT someone. Hm, well, he logged out a while ago already. Bummer. I dunno what to do now but to right this thoughts wandering in my head. Actually, I have nothing in my head right now. But just.. NOTHING.

End of discussion~

2010-07-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

Ended with a SilentBANG.

End of June 28, 2010 - 8:56 PM

Before logging out in many of my open accounts, I just wanna post first. TRIGONOMETRY, it hurts. I think I can't finish this one. Arr. Well, the whole argue thing, it's still awake, and what I expected was nothing. I thought that it will not end this way, but it did. We said goodbye without a smile. I'm sorry to say, but I really hate this day. I wasn't wrong. I was sure of that. But will I be the one to apologize? PRIDE, please die for once. Uhh. I hate sleeping with this >> :( << But what can I do? I was too late, or did he just want to really end it this way. Will we even last a day longer? Haaay. I don't know. I don't wanna know. So, my cold got back, maybe because of this sad face. Maybe because the suspense was over. No apologies, no nothing. We all said NIGHT without GOOD. Hell yeah. Not even a call or a message from him again.

I was suppose to be banged with a bicycle today. But I got away from the accident. Do you think that if I got that accident he'll even say sorry? Or will I still be the one? :|

SILENT, one of my weaknesses.

Post because of Boredome.

2010-07-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

BOREdome :|

07-28-10 7:23 PM

Just a break from my homeworks & got this time to blog. I've filled up the application form for Colegio de San Juan de Letran today, and I hope I'll finish the UST too. So, what happened today. Today was as usual, random. But much more random than before. Started with silence, mid with laughter, and ended with sad faces. Until now, no sorry was heard from anyone. Arguement, Yes. Well, I don't think that it was my fault. But, I think I also over reacted (OA). Here my story..

Well, at our Chemistry class, I was so sleepy, but I knew that I have to stop being sleepy and start to listen to my teachers' lesson. If you can notice, my seatmate doesn't listen at all. He only talks and plays with his other seatmate. It was not that bad for me, but when we started having this quiz, I had this feeling of confidence because I got the lesson, and I was not afraid of my answers. So, When we we're checking, my seatmate and his seatmate copies the "ANSWERS" from the board. It was cheating. Yes, I know that cheating is a normal thing for students. I also cheat. I think everybody cheats. But, the way they cheated was mad. They even tease me that they we're smarter than me eventhough they didn't understand the lesson. IT WAS UNFAIR. They got a higher score than me, and that's because of cheating. By the way I look at it, I was really not in the mood for UNFAIR-ness. I fought my sleep for that grade and for my seatmate that did nothing, ugh, WTH. I'm not gonna say sorry. It's you. It's not me.

07-24-10 | Crrazzy xD

2010-07-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

07-24-10

Random Day! The following was the events that happened today. :)

(1) Project Making @ Home

Happened NOT according to what we thought about. The time was not exact to the time we(classmate) talked about. We talked about meeting up at 7am and, but actually, we started 8am. We also had a visitor that made our plans quited messed up. My niece & her mom. Well, they stayed at my room while we we're making our project. It's quite disturbing, but it's fine.

(2) Daddy's Day Celebration

Today is also the birthday of my Dad. Unexpectedly, while we we're still at home making the project, my mom texted me to let my classmate come with us at this restaurant to celebrate my dad's birthday. My classmate first refused, but he couldn't resist me. My mom called his uncle to tell that he wouldn't be going home early. So, after eating at a eat-all-you-can restaurant, me & my classmate had this time to bond at an amusement center at this mall. We we're all expense paid by my mom. It's also the first time for my classmate to bond with my family. It was fun. Being able to feel that we we're easy to make friends with :>

(3) A Day with the Rivera's

As we got home after my Dad's celebration. I was about to walk my classmate home. But he had an idea that I could go with his family to watch this movie. So, I couldn't resist and we both came back home to tell my mother. My mom allowed me to go with his family. So, we got to his house about, 4pm. I was quite shy about his family. It was not my first time to meet his family, but, it was my first time to really bond with them. So, before going home, we waited for his cousins to eat merienda first. So, i had some time to talk about their place, some of his family members, and especially to bond with his youngest(not sure!) cousin, Kath, which had the same name as mine but had the different spelling. Then, we got to SM Manila, and headed to the cinemas to check out the schedules. BLAH BLAH BLAH~ After the movies, we played at another amusement center and won 500+ tickets. It was so cool! But we didn't exchanged it with a price yet, so that we could earn more. Then, I forget the practice and just enjoyed. I'll be continuing my practice for the church event tomorrow. BTW, before going to the amusement center, I jumped after the movie was over and my sandals broke, so I needed to buy a pair of slippers there. It only cost me P75. CHEAP! Then, Before going home, we saw some 2 "classmates" (don't ask who) together, ALONE, and wore the same color of shirt(i don't know if that was an accident or what). We thought that it was a date, but I don't know. I don't care. I love this day. SUPER :>

Thanks Everyone <3

GOAAAAL!

2010-07-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

MissionCompleted!

5000 hits already reached. New goal, 7000 hits. Hope the readers will come once in a while. Thanks everyone! I love you all <3 Not so much to talk about, i'll just plug my cyber friends & my own links :)

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L.I.N.K.S.

2010-07-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

L.i.N.K.S.

You might be wondering what this word "L.I.N.K.S." means, right? You might be thinking that it's this Links we call or URL's. But unfortunately, no. This L.I.N.K.S. stands for ...........(i forgot). Okay this sucks, I forgot it's meaning. But anyways, it's a new "thing" in our school. It's the replacement for projects & long tests. For 3 subjects, you will come up only with 1 project. So instead of making 3 projects for 2 subjects, you will only be doing 1. It sounds great, right? And quite fun to do, because you have lots of time to do lots of other "not to important" stuffs. But it's quite a headache because it's our first time to do this and we haven't really got used to it yet. For our first quarter, it was given to us like only 5 days ago. We made it without any regrets and any questions. But when we've finished it and then some of the teachers suddenly adds up something. I was really pissed off about that. But, it was kinda okay for me, because, I did our (group) project earlier, so that we won't have any more heavy duties to do. And, it was not that quite hard. But, really it was really hectic when the teachers suddenly comes up with extra stuffs. Oh well. I'm glad that those 2 days was over. (instead of the long tests of 2 days, they made it 2 days of LINKS, but, it's not half day. Yeah, it sucks) And you know what? You have to report it to the whole High School body. Well, I was really excited to report our PEHM LINKS, but, unfortunately, we only reported in our classroom because we lack time. We we're so ready to present our report there. I admit that I did my best making that presentation. But, oh well, that's life :)

5000 Views!

2010-07-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

I'm near 5000 Hits!

Celebrate with me the upcoming 5000 hits celebration here. I'll try posting a lot of stuffs for you. Thank you guys for making this all happen. To all the readers, bloggers, & link exchangers, i love you guys! It's because of you all that makes us high :> Thanks for everything. Comments, Suggestions, Tags, Link Exchanges, etc. are highly appreciated :) BTW, i accept edits of pictures :> Thanks! If you will have a request, please comment on my tagboard :)

For Leo C. - .gif

2010-07-11T13:22:00.001+08:00

Belated HAPPY Birthday Kuya Leo!

Heehee :> Ganyan ang tipid. Birthday boy :))

- July 04, 2010

.gif - hula hoop :)

2010-07-09T20:26:00.003+08:00

.Gif

So, i've made some .gif's today. Actually, this are videos & i converted them to be some .gif files @ www.gifninja.com. This is today @ school during our free time. :>

A presentation.

2010-07-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

MOMMY Part 02

So, I've managed to upload my presentation for my mom last night. For 45 minutes, I've upload it in youtube. And it was not so successful. I converted the movie maker video/presentation to a .flv file. So, .flv files are not suppose to acquire or play songs because it will be disabled. So, my apologies for this presentation for being a boring mute. But I guess if you get the message, you'll really love it <3 This is for my mom. I love you mom :*

Forgive me, it's in .wmv version.

- thanks! please comment :P

Mom!

2010-07-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

MAMA~

So you must be wondering if it's mother's day again. Well, it's not. It's my mom's birthday tomorrow, and I wanted to place some of her videos here in my blog. I love my mom, & I don't want her to stay away from me. Sometimes, I'm so mad at her. But yet, she's still my mom & I won't un-love her. I love you mom! Happy Birthday :) BTW, I'm just starting to make a video presentation for her, so maybe I can post it here, later. :)

This first video is when my mom learned how to e-mail for the first time. It's a SO high-tech moment :P

& this last video is when my mom celebrated with me, mother's day. she received a flower from some waiter at this restaurant during that day. :)

COOL.

2010-07-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

CooL

So, I've clean up my pile of videos here in my hard disk + my phone. I've seen the lost videos of mine since the last year. I'll be posting them one by one this few days. Here's the first one. BTW, Sorry if I'll be posting so slow. It's really hard to edit @ Movie Maker ; convert ; & upload. It's really hard. So, that's it. This is the first video.

COOL Traffic Officer @ Araneta Ave.

He's dancing without music out there while doing his job. I really don't know WHY or HOW. But He's WEEEEIRD! Comment please :)

CATS

2010-06-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

COSPLAYasNeko Couple

In this picture above, is my friend & I @ the Toy Convention in SM Megamall. We cosplayed as a neko couple. It was not a contest or anything but it's just for fun. The clothes doesn't even match. We made the color as opposite as the original one. I also wore the tie because my friend said that it's not suitable for him. I don't know why? Maybe because of it's color. We came at the Toy Convention with lots of friends. Kim, Karen, Mitchie, Janie, Paulo, Daichan, Rocky & Paolo. We even had the time to meet some OS (Otaku Streamers) Members in this event. We had some ambush shots with other cosplayers & had fun taking pictures. We came home @ 8pm I think with lots & lots of happiness in our faces. I had a blast! And I think my friends did too. It was my first time to enter in a convention and now I know that I need plenty of money before entering one. Lots and lots of unique stuff is sold inside. So, beware! You might loss such money. All pictures are posted in my facebook profile. Unfortunately, only friends are suitable to view. So Sorry <3 BYE!

Yui's Guitaaaaa!

2010-06-24T13:53:00.001+08:00

Yui'sGUITAAAAAAA<3

So, We (Kim & I) Saw this guitar @ SM Manila which looks like YUIs' guitar. (K-ON!) I was really up to it but I can't buy it because I don't know how to play the guitar. So, yes, it's a BUM. But I guess I can still take it's picture, right? Well, it doesn't look so ALIKE but it still looks some of what alike, if you know what I mean :> To all K-ON lovers out there here in the Philippines, please buy this guitar! =)) It's soooo cool! <3 But then, I won't be able to buy it pala, so don't buy it! LOL! Jokes. To all anime lovers out there I am requesting for you to watch K-ON @ Otaku Streamers! Watch the season 1 first then the season 2! Mostly recommended to music lovers out there. That's it. Byeee :-h

BOLD!

2010-06-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

BOLD!

I hate my name.
I like my name.
I have a best friend.
My best friend is younger than me.
My best friend is older than me.
My best friend is as old as I am.
I have no friends.
I have too many friends.
I always answer my phone.
I never answer my phone.
I don’t answer my phone most of the time.
I play along with prank callers.
I hate when people don’t reply to my text message/take forever to reply.
I have/had blonde hair.
I have/had brown hair.
I have/had red hair.
I have dyed my hair more than five times.
I have never dyed my hair.
I hate when people can’t spell words right.
I get made fun of for things that aren’t even true.
I get made fun of for how I dress.
I get made fun of for something natural that I can’t change.
My iPod/mp3 has over 1000 songs on it.
My iPod/mp3 has less than 500 songs on it.
I rarely drink soda.
I never drink soda.
I love soda.
I love iced tea.
I love ice cream, even in the winter.
I love scarves.
I love skinny jeans.
I don’t own any skinny jeans.
I have blue eyes.
I have brown eyes.
I have green eyes.
I have hazel eyes.
I have grey eyes.
My eyes change colors.
I think a lot of people are hot but I rarely crush on someone.
I’ve been in a relationship for over a year.
I’m straight.
I’m gay.
I love the smell of gasoline.
I love the smell of freshly mowed grass.
I’m an alcoholic.
I’ve drank beer.
I love beer.
I think beer is nasty.
I have white walls.
I have posters up on my walls.
I love to draw and doodle.
I’m failing at least one class.
I have a lot of self confidence.
I could use some more self confidence.
I’m over 21.
I love music.
I love the Beatles.
I love local bands and musicians.
I hate music.
I prefer things that are on the radio or TV.
I prefer things that not many people have heard of.
I talk a lot.
I’m very quiet.
I live in England.
I live in the USA.
I’ve finished high school.
I’m still in high school.
I have more than one favorite color.
I enjoy dragons.
I have/had a collection.
I like to read.
I like horror movies.
I like romance movies.
I like comedies.
I like extremely old movies.
I have a lot of patience.
I could use some more patience.
I’m a pathological liar.
The colors in my room all match.
I’ve won an award of some sort.
I’ve played baseball/softball on a team.
I’ve played basketball on a team.
I’ve played football on a team.
I have a British accent.
I’ve been to New York City.
I have a Blackberry.
I have a Nokia.
I have a Samsung.
I love nature.
I love photography.
I just don’t get photography.
I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
I have a fear of spiders.
I’m afraid of ghosts.
I love ghosts.
I’m intelligent about technology and how it works.
I text very fast.
I hate watching people take five minutes to send a short text.
I text slowly.
The solar system interests me.
I want to go to space.
I don’t even have boobs.
I have short hair.
I have shoulder length hair.
I have hair past my shoulders.
I have hair past my boobs.
I have a side of my hair shaved.
I want to get a haircut.
I can’t stand the Twilight series.
I hate someone I used to be good friends with.
I don’t curse.
I’ve memorized lyrics to over 1000 songs.
I hate winter.
I hate summer.
I think too much.
I think too little.
I wish I was older.
I wish I was younger.
I like my age.
I’ve seen more than five bands live.
I’ve seen less than five bands live.
I’ve never been to a concert.
The band I want to see live isn’t touring.
I’ve met someone famous.
I’ve seen someone famous at the mall/on a walk/etc.
I’ve never met anyone famous.
My phone is black.
My phone is red.
My phone is silver.
I’ve painted/put stickers on my phone.
I have nice handwriting.
I have illegible handwriting.
I have freckles.
I hate myself most of the time.
I hate myself all of the time.
I like poetry.
I can’t stand poetry.
I like to write.
I hate writing.
I type fast.
I think school should be shorter.
I think school should be longer.
I’ve cried myself to sleep.
I cry easily.
I go to the movies almost every week or every week.
I rarely go to the movies because I’m picky about what I want to see.
I rarely go to the movies because no one ever wants to go with me.
I always feel alone in a crowded room.
I love being the center of attention.
I laugh when people fall.
It takes me a while to understand jokes.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I sleep with over five pillows.
I own something that I’ve had my whole life and means a lot to me.
I play piano.
I play guitar.
I play trumpet.
I play drums.
I play bass.
I play clarinet.
I play flute
Don’t play instrument

June 15, 2010

2010-06-15T17:58:00.003+08:00

First Day of School

&& Happy Birthday to Chinny Magdaug

Today is the first day day of my senior year. And gosh it started badly. Hello ZIT. Hello TRAFFIC. I came to school with a red dot on my cheek and came late because of the heavy traffic. I hated it. But when I saw Kim & Dean and some NEW friends, I was so hyper and happy so see them. My pain went all away. Well, we only introduced ourselves into class. IV-JUSTICE. Then, we shared some stuff about our courses and what. And then, CHAT, CHAT, & more CHAT. But actually, I didn't chat much. Kim didn't have time to talk to me much because she's busy with the new student and her friend Clarence. While Dean is not in the mood in talking. So all I did is sit there & try to comfort myself. After that, Recess, met the ASG with 2 new friends. But, unfortunately, I won't be expecting the other one to be with us. I think she doesn't even likes us. But the other one really likes us, she has a really great personality and knows some stuff that we liked. So, there. After break time, we got back the classroom and waited for the dismissal time. Then after classes was over, we head to Mang Inasal to eat lunch. Then it was bye-bye for friends, then my other friend and I went to the movie house and went home at 4PM :)

FAME

2010-06-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

MALL SHOW @ Ali Mall

June 13, 2010

The STAMPPERS Recital for the 2010 Summer Batch was held on Ali Mall, Cubao @ 4PM. Lots & Lots of people watched. It was a blast! We had been waiting for this show weeks ago. And finally it was held. In-houses (Kat (Me), Jam, Charms, & Isabelle) was also invited to this event.

Us in-houses had 3 segments. And regular enrollees has 2. BIZARRE & OUT LOUD for the teens and GARFIELD for the KIDS.

3 Song numbers was also made by Jam, Brooke, & Kat (Me).

@ Backstage